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Well, I'm all ready to go back to school, just have to get back on a sleeping schedule. Wahoo!
Listening to Seether, they always make me feel peaceful. :)
I almost forgot how expensive school is though, until I went and paid tuition yesterday, and finished buying books.
Today is Amber's birthday, last one before she's married. I got her a few books and lotion. My family invited me to dinner tonight but rescheduled because she is still in Utah with him. Dissapointing that his schedule already determines what she does, but I suppose it's understandable.
I'm feeling much more distant than ever before from my family. Before I felt like I still needed them to be loved and not so lonely, but I'm feeling alot more independant. It's incredible and I'm loving it. I hate having to depend on them when all they to do is feel sorry for themselves about what I've decided to do with my life. It's very uncomfortable and almosst suffocating when we actually do anything together.
Overall though, I'm really glad that I'm back in school. I feel very motivated to do well, almost like the slate before has been wiped clean.. even though it hasn't. hmmm...
orrr, maybe it's because I love Seether so much. I'm their super-fan.
Listening to Seether, they always make me feel peaceful. :)
I almost forgot how expensive school is though, until I went and paid tuition yesterday, and finished buying books.
Today is Amber's birthday, last one before she's married. I got her a few books and lotion. My family invited me to dinner tonight but rescheduled because she is still in Utah with him. Dissapointing that his schedule already determines what she does, but I suppose it's understandable.
I'm feeling much more distant than ever before from my family. Before I felt like I still needed them to be loved and not so lonely, but I'm feeling alot more independant. It's incredible and I'm loving it. I hate having to depend on them when all they to do is feel sorry for themselves about what I've decided to do with my life. It's very uncomfortable and almosst suffocating when we actually do anything together.
Overall though, I'm really glad that I'm back in school. I feel very motivated to do well, almost like the slate before has been wiped clean.. even though it hasn't. hmmm...
orrr, maybe it's because I love Seether so much. I'm their super-fan.