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Aug 03, 2006 14:36

paragraph after the long one.

Someone who i thought was really really nice and i've never seen her mad ever...totally just freaked out on me just now. Jeez..i don't even know what to say, it was so outta no where. Everyone has their bad days, so i guess i can understand.

I've been hanging out w. kim and mike the past few nights. Their sweet and i missed them. They took me to this place by adams cemetary..you walk very far into the woods and get to this cliff where you jump off into coe lake. It's a pretty walk and it's fun jumping in...but coe lake is very...eww.

I got a bunch of stuff in the mail today for the race. It makes it just that more scarier to think about. I'm starting to question myself and im thinking "oh shit, what the hell did i just get myself into". I rode 12 miles the other day and i wasn't really tired but i was dehydrated and my ass/back hurt. HOw the helll am i supposed to do 75? Ohh man. 16 more days...that's IT! I have to fill out a bunch of papers and on one of them it said "if you are 17 yrs. old or younger you must be accompied by and adult the entire time"...im like what the fuck?!??! It NEVER said that when i registered. NO WHERE! What am i supposed to do now? I already paid the registration fee(40 bucks)..im already starting to collect donations..im already training..what if i can't do it now? I would be pissed and extremely disspointed(but what else is new?). My mom is calling the place tomorrow to see and if it turns out that josh and i arn't aloud to do it cause were underage then my mom is going to have her friend(her daughter has MS) to pretend to be our mom. So yes, josh and i will be brother and sister for a day, HA! I'm sure everything will be fine...my mom is very persuasive.

On that note!! Everyone...i know were all teenagers but is five bucks too much to ask for? Please...if you love me then you'd help me raise 200 bucks by the 19th. Call me, 532.0424, if you would like to donate and we can set up a time and place where i can pick it up. If it's a check...don't put who it's for cause im not exactly sure who to write it out to yet. I'd really appriciate it and you'd help me out a hell of a lot. Thank you in advance.

On a different note...school starts soon, i have yet to finish my first book or start the second one. Marching band also starts soon and yes, i practice, but it doesn't really do any good if you don't know if your playing the right notes or not. My mom got me lessons but the first words that came outta his mouth were "i don't really know how to explain things very well"....my mom never called him back. I'm gonna get lessons from BW once school starts...im nervous but hopefully all will go well at the end.

I'm bored and i feel sick. I showered but i feel like i should take another one. Maybe i'll go to "the spot". Tonight was supposed to be a really fun night but once i got freaked out on, im not really sure tonight is gonna work out as planned. Greattt. Now i have no plans for tonight. Call me?
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