Jul 25, 2006 01:13
Welp, no camping for morgan. Their goes another well thought out/planned trip down the fucking drain! Yeah im really pissed but more disappointed. I hate how things never work out. I hate how i get my hopes up for almost everything, only to get them shot right back down. I also hate how we're growing farther apart by every passing day.
On another note...i've been thinking..A lot of things have been changing lately. So this is when we finally learn the real meaning of change. You do the things you used to be against, you date the people you thought you never would, and you befriend the people you used to hate. You'll learn what it's like to have your heart broken, to lose a friend that truly meant something to you, and to feel as if everything is really falling apart. There will be times that your life seems so absolutely horrible it feels like it's not real. Despite all this, good things will come too. You'll make the most amazing friends that will be there for you even when they probably shouldn't. Your broken heart will heal once you find the most perfect guy you've ever met, and just as nothing else can go wrong, things will only get better. There will be the days you are so happy, and the days that you feel like dying. Drama happens, gossip goes around, and people talk shit. You just have to live, not caring, and shake off the drama just to prove that your better than they think you are. Maybe this is just high school, maybe it's life, or maybe this is just what growing up is. Idk , blah. Did that even make sense? Oh well...i dont' care. See ya.