no resolutions for this broad
four lies and three conversations later, I arrived safely at Pete's house with toothbrush in tow. I don't know why I bothered to cover my tracks, our parents know we're together, are in love, and are both responsible adults with no interest in getting a surprise come september.
I haven't written in my paper journal in three weeks because I have been spending so much time with Pete. This used to be a problem but as of this morning, waking up to this huge man curled around me, I've decided its much more of a wonderous thing than any sort of issue.
I'm wondering about my own evolutionary need to be taken care of. How can I not be attracted to someone so interested in my well-being? My self-interest has got the better of me. I'm so glad he has a sense of humor about this.
I didn't make any resolutions because I figure we're on such a fucked up western-centric system anyway I'd be better off just changing the moment I think about it rather than wait for the new year.
annie - thank you for your call last night, even though I cut it short. It was wonderful to be invited to your party and I felt honored to attend, even if just for a little minute.