Sep 16, 2007 20:24
i need some friends here.
everyone i hung out with has graduated and moved to la or nyc.
all that is left is nora and my roommate, katie.
andy is around kinda but he sort of has a job.
i really suck at making friends.
wait, i don't know if that is correct. i suck at talking to people.
i want to go to parties. it's my senior year, i won't be able to do this for much longer.
but katie is stuck with tons of grad school work, which i understand.
and nora works every sat and sun now so she never wants to do anything friday and saturday nights.
ugh.
i joined some clubs maybe i will make friends there.
i just come off so dumb to new people. they don't get how i joke around and stuff. i am hilarious. i mean sometimes. but people don't get that.
it's sad that i am really only awesome when i am drunk and talk like an idiot to everyone in sight.
ugh. this year is going to be busy with tons of work but not tons of fun, i feel.
fuckk. i hate this. what's wrong with me?