Are You My Long Lost Twin?
Today I was feeling a little down. It was a good day though... easy day at work where I kind of got to do what I wanted (bosses are in new york for a week). I got into work and talked with Laurelis for an hour and a half. I did work for half an hour, then went to lunch for an hour and a half (Priya was back visiting from California, and Christina and Jen were up... me, Lecesse and Sam (the roommates basically) went out to eat at Fresh Side. It was a cute lunch out on the sidewalks of Amherst on a pretty autum-esque day. The rest of work went smoothly, relaxed, and well.
Lecesse picked me up from work, the sky was grey and the air felt heavy. My stomach didn't feel too good. Something tiny Lecesse commented on catapulted me into this sensitive state, and my mind gave into its weaker, more susceptible side. And then the depressing feeling crept over slowly, leaking into my skull... climaxing at the point when Lecesse asked me why I was quiet and if I was feeling ok. I wasn't feeling ok and I had no explanation for it. I had no idea what was going on in my mind/body, but all of a sudden warm tears spilled into my eyes. I think even now that it is a little silly, but at least I can take some comfort in the fact that I'm not normally crazy. And by not normally crazy, I mean no more than 50% of the time. That other 50% however, I don't know.
We were talking about sun signs and the zodiac and moon signs and energies, and weird salem-witch-type-present-day-store-owner type topics. Gemini came into the conversation, seeing that Christina and I both belong to that category. The twins. Dual personalities. No grey in between, no mish mosh... just two personalities. Black and white. Over the top happy, and unreasonably sad.
Lecesse picked me up from work, the sky was grey and the air felt heavy. My stomach didn't feel too good. Something tiny Lecesse commented on catapulted me into this sensitive state, and my mind gave into its weaker, more susceptible side. And then the depressing feeling crept over slowly, leaking into my skull... climaxing at the point when Lecesse asked me why I was quiet and if I was feeling ok. I wasn't feeling ok and I had no explanation for it. I had no idea what was going on in my mind/body, but all of a sudden warm tears spilled into my eyes. I think even now that it is a little silly, but at least I can take some comfort in the fact that I'm not normally crazy. And by not normally crazy, I mean no more than 50% of the time. That other 50% however, I don't know.
We were talking about sun signs and the zodiac and moon signs and energies, and weird salem-witch-type-present-day-store-owner type topics. Gemini came into the conversation, seeing that Christina and I both belong to that category. The twins. Dual personalities. No grey in between, no mish mosh... just two personalities. Black and white. Over the top happy, and unreasonably sad.