Nothing's going to change my world...

[twinkle_toes__]

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[nomudbloods]

She was nice, wasn't she? She was very polite turning me down when I applied for a job in their store. But she was a good person.

Erm. How are you?

[twinkle_toes__]

Yes, she was. Well, she remembered who you were when we spoke.

I'm alright, I suppose. How are you?

No more bleeding and the like?

[nomudbloods]

Yeah. Whatever happened, she didn't deserve to go out like that. It feels a lot like when Zabini died.

You sure? You seem... off lately.

I'm okay. Keeping out of trouble, that sort of thing. Thinking of you and worrying

[twinkle_toes__]

Poor thing. Why'd she run off like that? Her poor brother.

I just, it's nothing. I miss us.

Well, I'm glad to hear it. You had me Bailey quite scared the other day. Yeah? Like what?

[nomudbloods]

Er. I think she was sad about Zabini. They were close friends, I heard.

Are you sure? I miss seeing you smile

Erm. I didn't mean to. I'm all fine now, I won't get into more accidents. Um. Just thinking of you in general. Missing you when you're away, things like that.

[twinkle_toes__]

Oh? Well, I didn't know her all that well, so I guess. Horrible though.

[Private]
I'm scared, and I miss you. I miss smiling with you, I miss laying in bed with you on weekends. I miss you kisses, Ant, I miss so much.

Is that what you wanted to hear? Because I do, terribly.

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[nomudbloods]

I don't know what you want me to do, Monty. I miss you too, terribly. But i don't know what to do or say to make things better.

I wish I can't believe I'd be the one to say this, but things were so much simpler back in Hogwarts.

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[twinkle_toes__]

Ant, just...I don't know.

Me too, so much.

Come to bed, lay with me? Please? I love you Ant, I just, I need you right now. I need to pretend everything is okay, I need you to make it all go away. Come to bed.

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[nomudbloods]

Even when we're together, we never talk like we used to

I-- yeah, all right. I love you, Monty.

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[twinkle_toes__]

And whose fau

I love you too, Ant. We'll keep at this yeah? Until it's back like it was. Promise me you won't give up.

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[nomudbloods]

Of course. Um. You have to promise too. That you won't leave me. I'm doing this for you, love I wouldn't know what to do without you, Monty.

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[twinkle_toes__]

I promise. Never, I love you, Ant. You never have to worry about it, because I couldn't leave you. You are my heart Ant. I'm nothing without my heart.

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[nomudbloods]

Um. Y-yeah, I love you too.

Er. Just out of curiosity, love. You wouldn't turn me over to aurors, would you?

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[twinkle_toes__]

Ant, what? Why do you seem, I don't know. I'm not leaving you.

How---how could you ask me that? What would be the point of saying I'd never leave you if I handed you in? I may not like whats going on, but what they'd do to you---I could never live with myself. Do you really think I'd do that to you?

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[nomudbloods]

I dunno. I didn't mean to ask. I'm not doubting you, love, it's just--

--I mean, you know so much. The wrong word to the wrong person could mean my life. My friends' lives. Everything we're working for. I can't--

Just. Erm. I need to know if I can trust you, Monty. I want to.

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[twinkle_toes__]

It's just what?

Don't you think it's a little late at this point? Ant, I thought I told you. I can't go on without you with me. I could never be responsible for what would happen to anyone one in your group.

Why are you doubting me? What's gotten into you? I love you, Ant. That used to mean something to you.