It's too late to apologize...
It seems as if the world's gone mad. It's funny. You look out a window and it all seems normal but it's not. Who knows what to think any more? I for one try not to at all.
I didn't know the man or anything, well not really anyways but he seemed decent enough.
It's sort of becoming clearer to me now. I--I look at the ring on my finger, and as excited as I am, it feels like it's never going to happen. I love Antonin more than I can say, but I know how he is. He wants to be able to support me, to contribute, but he takes all of his sick days to go drink. He hasn't said a word about it to me. All I want is to make a family with him. But I know he'll never be satisfied with himself, no matter what I think. I want him happy, but is it too much to want him responsible? I think I'm going to work from home for the next few days. Do some research and mark ups. I need time alone. I'll get ready for work and head off with him but I'll come back. I just need to think.
I didn't know the man or anything, well not really anyways but he seemed decent enough.
It's sort of becoming clearer to me now. I--I look at the ring on my finger, and as excited as I am, it feels like it's never going to happen. I love Antonin more than I can say, but I know how he is. He wants to be able to support me, to contribute, but he takes all of his sick days to go drink. He hasn't said a word about it to me. All I want is to make a family with him. But I know he'll never be satisfied with himself, no matter what I think. I want him happy, but is it too much to want him responsible? I think I'm going to work from home for the next few days. Do some research and mark ups. I need time alone. I'll get ready for work and head off with him but I'll come back. I just need to think.