Oh calm down. She needed to talk to someone she's a wreck! If thats what sticks out to you in that letter you're pathetic, truly sad. Besides its pretty obvious. Its like the elephant in the room.
She broke up with me you know. Of course it stuck out, it's supposed to be a secret, I told her because she was my girlfriend, and it seems she's off telling people. It's not that obvious.
No she told me and only me. You have someone to lean on she needed someone as well or are you too pissed to see that? Yes, think of why? Alright look, girls are more atuned to when things are off. So when your boyfriend and his best friend aren't talking girls pick up on it. She's in the middle here so don't you dare play victim. She did what she did to protect herself, Sirius and you. But obviously your too bloody self centered and pissy to see that!
Oh, yeah, I have someone to lean on, right. I haven't even had a proper conversation with Sirius since we broke up except to fight with him. It was not her place to tell people about my relationship wtih Sirius. She didn't have to go into it like that. And I had figured it out! I wanted to be with her! Sirius and I were working things out, and it's not my fault that he kissed me. I am a victim here! I didn't even do anything! I've been working my arse off to make her happy and it wasn't good enough for her.
Look, she didn't really say anything...she said you guys were close and then drifted apart. I guessed the rest. I'll even send you that bit of the memory if you'd really like. You both are. You have things to figure out. You shouldn't be bending over backwards to make her happy. It should be natural, I mean yeah once in a while some things are nice that aren't needed...but don't force it. She didn't want you to give up a friendship beacuse of her. Why can't you understand that? She did this to help you, you may not see it but she did. She's miserable. But she knows what Sirius's friendship means to you and she's flattered you chose her. She won't tell you of course...but she is. But she doesn't want you to choose.
Oh... no, no, it's not that, it's just... it's not something I want her telling people, obviously. She just... she makes me want to do everything I can to make her happy, you know? Hell, I wore eyeliner so that she could sleep... which is a really long story that makes almost no sense out of context. It's just that it isn't my fault if he's not over it. and we've been trying to work it out but as I'm sure you can imagine, it's not exactly the easiest thing to do to just fix a friendship when you've screwed it up.
And she isn't. I made her tell me and I could see she was conflicted. She just needed someone to talk to, one person you know? I understand, and your right. That really doesn't make much sense out of context. I know that, but for whatever reason she's given you time and space to do that, work with Sirius...
It is, she just needs you to work on it with Sirius. She doesn't want to be the reason of a rift...and you both need to figure it out James, that's all I can tell you.
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If that's not love, I don't know what is.
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Then why isn't it enough?
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It is, she just needs you to work on it with Sirius. She doesn't want to be the reason of a rift...and you both need to figure it out James, that's all I can tell you.
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