She was born to be the woman we could blame
She...she left him. I'm with him now, trying unsuccessfully to get him to drink less. I feel terrible about it working out like this, I truly do and I hate seeing him like this. But part of me is happy that I get him to myself, I think at least. I mean did he only say those things because he thought It'd never be possible that we could be together? Does he blame me? Because no matter what either one say, it would have happened with or without me.
I hate studying, although it makes---helps with--- Yeah, I give up. I got nothing here. I think I'll write to mum then, should ask her what I have to wear to this god awful thing...ugghhhhh