Why am I awake this early?
I am turning into someone that I am not, and it is really bothering me...The thing that I know will stop it, is the one thing I would have the hardest time giving up. I am so confused lately. At least school started to distract me seeing as I am going to be having zero time to do anything once school really starts going....Sometimes I wish I was the one going off to college because I just want to start all over again, no strings attached if you know what the strings are at least.