I haven't been meditating as much as I should be, or training. Maybe what I'm doing here won't even affect me when I'm gone. I don't remember when I left before, only coming back. It's so weird.
In our world, the comet is on its way. What if....
And all this time, I've never fought the Fire Lord. I fought Azula. And I lost. I couldn't unlock my seventh chakra. I couldn't let go of her.
I still can't.
I'm supposed to be able to do this. I have to. I won't let everyone down again.
But what am I training to do? ......
Azula was so different. Even if she was a little mean, she was nothing like she is now....I know that's if things were different for her and Zuko but, is any of that left?
I really want to believe in people. But I know some people don't really believe people believe in them....and that kind of makes it hard....but it doesn't mean there aren't people who do....I guess talking to her would be stupid....yeah.
I still feel bad.
She'd probably not like that though.
These typing-talking things are kind of neat....I guess I probably shouldn't hit it next time though...I didn't realize the on button was the same thing as the off button.....! Shouldn't it have one off button and one on button? Oh well.
I noticed there's been a lot of um, trouble the last few days. Trouble happens.
Sometimes I'm trouble!
...
Uh, but I guess what I mean is, even if there's trouble, there's usually a way to fix it. If you want to. You know?
That's probably a little obvious to some of you. Something weird is happening today...or am I imagining it?...might be....
Anyways, I was thinking a lot about the war my mistakes the future happiness sadness loss faith friends Fire Lord Ozai home, and what some of my favorite things are. I figure the singing gophers are really high on my list.
Do you guys have any favorite things you like about your worlds? There's so many people here, I bet there's a lot of neat things some of us have never even heard of!
I mean, I can't count the number of people who look at me funny when I mention the platypus-bear, or when I told the story about the saber-toothed moose lion.....
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I mean, some of you HAVE heard of saber-toothed moose lions....haven't you? They're really cute as babies, and uh, kind of cute as not babies, a little scary....well not scary-scary but, you know, really................bigger than me.
[ooc: Aang is v. thoughtful after last curse, second-guessing himself but reaffirming his duty to destiny at the same time? idek he's in turmoil as per usual at this point.....but also super Aang is super....attempting positivity.....so yea, everything strikes and private are hackable to the max, and......this is voice since he's found a nice quiet place to meditate by himself...strikes considered mumbled, but lala hear it if you're a good listener... he left the Gaang a note saying he'd be back later. thx Zuko's bad influence of leaving notes. ]