The smile on your face.....
It's been what 3 months since my break up with jaime...slowly i got over him. I've talked to many guys in that time..yes i felt like a hoochie...but i kept pushing all of the guys away. Orly, Peter, Joe, and i think i'm also pushing Fernie from north away cuz he's not my type. Don't get me wrong..he's HOTT lol but looks matter to an extent and i'm under the impression all he wants is u know what and i'm not into that. Well i did find on guy interesting, which would be Johnny. We met because i was taking a survey on teens who play sports and how it is more likely to be played with the support of the parents. Well the survey was due that night and i completely forgot...so i thought fast and go on aol's member directory and just typed in random cities with random sports. I came over johnny's. lol i checked out his profile and i saw his pics...wowza! haha. he's really cute. Well going on with the survey..i asked him a couple of questions and well it turns out we are alot alike...our parents are both sperated, we are middle children, and we love chicken haha. dont know how that chicken one got in there but it did. Well i was done with the questions and was about to say thanks and nice meeting, but then he said "is that it?...i really bored, just go ahead and continue with questions"...so being dumb me, i made up some dumb questions. The convo. lasted for hours. Then i've never just given my number out to a random stranger, but i felt secure with this guy. so we exchanged numbers that night and well we ended up talking on the phone til 4 in the morning and i had to cut it short cuz i had to go help out with the cheer camp at memorial. He turned out to be a pretty awesome guy. Well we've been talking alot now and i know its waaaayyy too soon to say this, but for some reason i have some sort of attraction towards him. i dont know, but the last time i had something like this it was with jaime, but its even stronger now. hmm...but he's too good to be true in my eyes. somethings i do question about him, but he's not ur typical stupid jock...he actually has common sense. He's in football and track for port isabel high school. The distance would be a problem though. what am i thinking...i'm jumping to conclusions..all this might be nothing. oh wells we'll see what happens. as of now, i'm going to go to the beach on friday and possibly thursday night and we are going to see each other. He calls it a "date". am i supposed to be excited about it? i'm really looking foward to seeing him. And i know for sure he's not a 42 year guy eating cheetos in a wife beater lol so before someone posts that read this lol. haha he's the only guy i've found that likes notting hill.that movie is so cute. well i hope we can be a lil more then friends :)....but we'll have to see.