mixed thoughts
Everywhere i look there it is, staring me in the face. i know what i want and what i want is you, but u let ur pride get in the way, you'll never admit your wrong. You gave up what we had, and i've been trying to get over you, but why do i keep running back to you for security. All my friends want me to be with that other guy who won't ever hurt me, but why do i go back seeking the pain?..I'm willing to just jump in the dark and hopefully find my way, but i need ur guiding light to lead me.
You taught how to accept change, to accept what comes to me in life, to accept you, to accept love. You said you would never hurt me and it would take months to get over me, but i know now that i have to accept the change, to accept what problems i must face in my life , to accept your decision, and to accept your love for somebody new. So in a sense, you showed me how to live without you.
When you come back to me someday, i know all the small talk of i'll never be with you will disappear into thin air and as u speak i'll choke on the words you now speak. As i listen to u speak those burning words i can't help but ask u.....don't let it burn.
You taught how to accept change, to accept what comes to me in life, to accept you, to accept love. You said you would never hurt me and it would take months to get over me, but i know now that i have to accept the change, to accept what problems i must face in my life , to accept your decision, and to accept your love for somebody new. So in a sense, you showed me how to live without you.
When you come back to me someday, i know all the small talk of i'll never be with you will disappear into thin air and as u speak i'll choke on the words you now speak. As i listen to u speak those burning words i can't help but ask u.....don't let it burn.