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This week has been hard work. I stayed home all weekend, just like last weekend, and did fuck all, i finished a FUCK LOAD of work for college and did nothing else. It's Christmas in a few weeks and i need to move house again. This time they want us to move to our own flat that we rent (not a hostel that they control) they think it might happen within a few weeks, or after Christmas, i'm still waiting for the results on that. I've had so much work to do and no support, i never see my friends, or my lover, or my sister, people keep ringing me up and making plans with me, and EVERY SINGLE ONE has not turned up, or simply cancelled on me at the last minute, it's happened like 25 times this week and last week! I'm sick of it, it's so irrating i can not be bothered, next time i'll just say no if anyone wants my company because i hate having a false feeling of happieness, or that something good will happen, when i know it won't. I need to buy christmas presents and i have no moneys,.