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It's fucking irrating when you meet someone who really really likes you, and you don't recipracate those intense feelings, because you love someone else who's your best friend, who you would do anything for, and they treat you really coldely and scream at you for no reason, makes smid comments about you around people, just because my twin was around he felt the need to some how impress her by putting me down and making me feel stupid.
Sometimes i think my loyallty isn't taken seriously at all, and i could go and be a whore like he has in the past, but i would never think of doing that to him... i feel like a sucker.. sometimes.
I miss hugs and kisses, :( college is hard and really getting on top of me just like a drunk man i incounted a few days ago, hahahha.
I get lonelly at my Flat when Ruth goes out and theres no one there.
Sometimes i think my loyallty isn't taken seriously at all, and i could go and be a whore like he has in the past, but i would never think of doing that to him... i feel like a sucker.. sometimes.
I miss hugs and kisses, :( college is hard and really getting on top of me just like a drunk man i incounted a few days ago, hahahha.
I get lonelly at my Flat when Ruth goes out and theres no one there.