pretty good day

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well today was interisting it was fun. . . alots been happening. . . . uhh just to much to grasp and handle right now and im going through a roughf time pretty much just indescretly like im battling and yet i just dont care. . . im weird i know but im wiriting this for my sake cause well no one reads then or cares to so yeah this is good for your health if people do happen to read this becaus taliking and writing out things in ur life is healthy but anywyas. . . . umm next week i get to work VBS and that SHALL ROCk FITH GRADE cant wait i hope that my class will just be banging me and ashley we are working together! so it shall be GREAT!! I love ashley so much even thogh people say differnt that dont know me but thats ok cause well whatever. . . . anywyas life is so stupid but its so great at the same time cause people are so stupid and have no clue wat they are doing with it and they just waste it all cause they want to have fun or just be comfortable but u know wat thats not wat life is about. . . . anyways today was cool cause i got to see ashley fix cars break down engins and learn a ton on stuff and it was just over all great well today i went to my aunts and then my aunts we picke up ash and we went bowling wich i kicked butt at for the most part when i tryed i would of done like kick up if i finished my last game ohh well anwyas yeah ashley still dosent quite understand anything i say but thats ok cuase she loves me and i love her and just maybe one day shell understand. . . but i was being moody today for good reasons to me and she dint like it but i just decided to try to enjoy my time and i relize im really allergic to smiling lol anyways me and her had fun she gave me her present wich was a key cause i gave her a key to my heart and i have the heart and so she gave me a key and she has a heart for her well hers is a locket pretty much so yeha . . . well now im bored and i just feel like ranting about ashley for a little bit cause i have nothing else to do and well maybe this will make her want to update but proabbly not cause well she dosent us lj anymore . . . . shes to busy looking up other people on myspace and well shes Great and just to beautifull for me. . . i dont believe she understands a concept to of how to respect herslef and how to truely be carefull about wat u do and say and wear but just maybe one day shell open up to see wat im doing is not bad but trying to help and teach . . . . and to be in the world not of the world . . . but anyways i love her and we will have a roughf time comming up but i hope we just trust in the lord and i hope that me and her just truely just grow deep in wiht the lord and that when we are deeply hurt we can help each other and just trust in the lord. . . . today we have started a new begininng and i hope we just both forget past and move on and i hope that we just give it all up . . .. . less trying and more dieing
well i have nothing more to say but. . . .
I LOVE Ashley Sara Emami
shes my lover
my friend
my bestfiend
my only friend
my comforter
my teddybear
my pillio
my vent
my world
my eveything
my univers
my LOVER! ( forever if god ordanins it )

ohh yeah i dont wnat to put this here but i get my wisdom teeth pulled tomorrow not looking foward to that at all SO much PAIN!!!!!
ohh well hopefully ashley can come over and feed pudding and jelo to me in my deepest physcial pain . . . .
I love you Ashley Sara Emami!!!