well yeah i am shitty....
okay welll i know that sometimes i get mad that all people id complain about how their lives suck horribly. and nobody looks on the brightersides of their lives well guess what here is my rant. okay so i know that i said i feel kinda better again now that me and justin are friends but like i still am in love with him. i know it seems impossible and stuff but i will always have that love for him and there is never going to be a way to get rid of it unless i find someone new. and in a way i think i did but the thing is i cant have him and to me that sux horribly. because i want him.even if i could have him i wouldnt go out with him and that is a horrible horrible thing. HORRIBLE. because im stepping away from getting something all for someone else wholikes him and has a chance at getting him big time. but i dont know if she would be upset with me for it. what am i talking about i dont have a chance for him or with him why am i comfusing myself with all this. ne ways back to justin. so i really do still like him and all i really want is to get over him but in reality i cant and that hurts. today i was looking at pics of me and kati from like a month ago and i found one of me and justin making out and i almost started crying. i dont want to remember anything having to do with that. the most i can do is hide it and thats all that i can do. and the most that i can do is try to block it out.
i start school in like idk 4 days? hmm. i am a wee bit excited...
alessa is showing me pics of her when she was a lil kid and she was so pretty she still is i dont know why she wants to turn into a guy. idk.
haha later on tonight me and alessa are going to spot down on elmwood because we want to see what its like and shit so thats what we are doing. yep yep yep.
haha did i tell you about me and alessas lj war. we ddecided to change shit in each others ljs so she gave me daves icon and made it for me so i took one of dave from sara and changed it to say got dave? i do. haha
we thought it was the funniest thing in the world so i didnt change it yet. haha hopefully he doesnt think that im like in love with him or something. haha. alessa wouldnt let me like him she would throw me in a river slit my throat and leasve me there to die.lol.
okay well like im going to go because alessa is telling me to get off and we are trying to figure out about tonight.i dont think i want to go though because i dont want to spend my money id rather save it for my bad habit any ways i mean i only have like what 5 dollars so i think im going to say no im going to save my money instead and i know alessa will be mad because of what my money is going torwards but shell get over it lol. mmkay talk to you later.
(only something alessa would get) i sure like twinkies!!
~morgan<3
COOKIES IN THE MOONLIGHT TURN MORGAN ON OCCASIONALY
i start school in like idk 4 days? hmm. i am a wee bit excited...
alessa is showing me pics of her when she was a lil kid and she was so pretty she still is i dont know why she wants to turn into a guy. idk.
haha later on tonight me and alessa are going to spot down on elmwood because we want to see what its like and shit so thats what we are doing. yep yep yep.
haha did i tell you about me and alessas lj war. we ddecided to change shit in each others ljs so she gave me daves icon and made it for me so i took one of dave from sara and changed it to say got dave? i do. haha
we thought it was the funniest thing in the world so i didnt change it yet. haha hopefully he doesnt think that im like in love with him or something. haha. alessa wouldnt let me like him she would throw me in a river slit my throat and leasve me there to die.lol.
okay well like im going to go because alessa is telling me to get off and we are trying to figure out about tonight.i dont think i want to go though because i dont want to spend my money id rather save it for my bad habit any ways i mean i only have like what 5 dollars so i think im going to say no im going to save my money instead and i know alessa will be mad because of what my money is going torwards but shell get over it lol. mmkay talk to you later.
(only something alessa would get) i sure like twinkies!!
~morgan<3
COOKIES IN THE MOONLIGHT TURN MORGAN ON OCCASIONALY