Time for some new shit in my life.

Jul 11, 2005 18:47

Ok so today just started out really bad. I woke up and let my dogs out as usual. then i noticed that I had 3 missed calls on my phone.....2 of which were from my work.

I called my sister and asked her if she knew anything about why they might be calling me...she didn't know. So i listened to my messages and it was one of the senior assistants calling me because they said that i was scheduled at 9 AM this morning. (the time then was 10:30 or 11) The last thing that happened on Friday was that I was told that i was going to be working my normal schedule (12-8:30) on monday because Heather (the senior member that called me)was going to come in instead of taking a vacation day. So since i had never heard anything i would assume that was the plan. So i called Heather back and we got into this huge heated argument about what the fuck she was going to do with the schedule. Then it went from there and she started telling me that i need to get a land line and i need to be responsible. She said all kinds of shit like she was talking down to me. Everyone at work is super scared of Heather because she is like top shit there. She gets away with whatever the fuck she wants. Fuck that! I got into this huge heated argument with her and told her that she is not my mother and she has no right to talk to me like that. Fuck that shit i wont take anyone talking to me like i'm nothing. She apologized to me once i got to work but i am going to be putting in applications to every animal clinic near me. I'm not going to have another incident like this happen again. this was the last straw for me.

The next thing that is bugging the shit out of me is that i want another fucking band. i haven't found ANYTHING that is even close to good. it's hard as hell to start a band from the ground up. #1 i don't know any musicians....#2....well there isn't really a #2. lol I am just so tired of sitting on my ass when i should be out there playing shows. I want to sing. i really really just want to sing. i think everything will get so much better when i get to express myself through music. So if anyone knows anyone.....let them know about me. I need something.....something.
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