On the move.....
Yeah so it sucks when you get that feeling that maybe you relly don't have any real friends. I dunno i don't really feel like writting out my entire experience on LJ but i for some reason just wanted to bring it up. One day i want a real true friend
I dunno i guess i am just tired of people right now. i guess that i get this way like once a year or something. i dunno i just know that i have wrote about it a lot. I think i am trying to find a friend that i trust 100%. for some reason i doubt that will ever happen. After awhile i think that everyone starts treating me like a child just because i get excited about little things. You can hear it in their voice when they respond to whatever it is that made me happy at that point in time. It's that "I'm happy for you but don't really give a shit" kind of excitment. I'm not saying that everyone has to be excited about everything that i am excited about but i do want to meet just one person who actually cares about the little things like i do. i want someone to come to me excited about being able to paint their fingernails some crazy color or something stupid. i am tired of being the only person that i know that enjoys EVERYTHING.
So anydangway..........
I have been packing and moving all weekend long. i'm not moving that far for now but i am seriously already tired of it and i know that i am going to have to move again in like a month or so. i think i am going to be excited if i ever actually live someplace for more than a year. i don't think i have ever even lived in one place for an entire year....i think 6 months is the longest i have ever lived someplace. i thought that signing a lease would make me live someplace for a year because i signed it that way but the first time the apartment got hit by a tornado and the second time.....well....we broke it. lol I think i am the only person that i know that moves all the fucking time. i am so tired of moving. it's like i'm only living in some places just to see what they are like and then i move on. i couldn't imagine if i lived out of state. it would get pretty expensive moving all the damn time. i guess it's expensive anyway. maybe one day i will move out of everything. depending on how things go. i never actually planned on living in Indiana my entire life. that would be really fucking boring. i should have moved to florida when i had the chance.
I dunno i guess i am just tired of people right now. i guess that i get this way like once a year or something. i dunno i just know that i have wrote about it a lot. I think i am trying to find a friend that i trust 100%. for some reason i doubt that will ever happen. After awhile i think that everyone starts treating me like a child just because i get excited about little things. You can hear it in their voice when they respond to whatever it is that made me happy at that point in time. It's that "I'm happy for you but don't really give a shit" kind of excitment. I'm not saying that everyone has to be excited about everything that i am excited about but i do want to meet just one person who actually cares about the little things like i do. i want someone to come to me excited about being able to paint their fingernails some crazy color or something stupid. i am tired of being the only person that i know that enjoys EVERYTHING.
So anydangway..........
I have been packing and moving all weekend long. i'm not moving that far for now but i am seriously already tired of it and i know that i am going to have to move again in like a month or so. i think i am going to be excited if i ever actually live someplace for more than a year. i don't think i have ever even lived in one place for an entire year....i think 6 months is the longest i have ever lived someplace. i thought that signing a lease would make me live someplace for a year because i signed it that way but the first time the apartment got hit by a tornado and the second time.....well....we broke it. lol I think i am the only person that i know that moves all the fucking time. i am so tired of moving. it's like i'm only living in some places just to see what they are like and then i move on. i couldn't imagine if i lived out of state. it would get pretty expensive moving all the damn time. i guess it's expensive anyway. maybe one day i will move out of everything. depending on how things go. i never actually planned on living in Indiana my entire life. that would be really fucking boring. i should have moved to florida when i had the chance.