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let me just say that I was hysterical when I wrote the last entry. It's not untrue (though what eva said about being naive was probably right, i was kind of going nuts), I just spill a lot out at once, then bandage and lace myself up a little tighter. I guess i learned very quickly how to stop myself from thinking about any of that from now on, and i'm learning to make it into something positive. i'm working on the creating thing, and letting the past be nothing more than what is past. oh, the river and beach area is really nice when it is so quiet out, eerie but nice. oh, I will not be writing in this one for a while...but I am going to be in san diego on friday night, april 30! to see an albatross! at the che. anyways, call if you need me. i'm okay.