Mar 14, 2005 10:52
my feet are cold and I am so tired. I usually would put socks on but the answer to this does'nt seem that easy. I stay up late reading Thomas Merton and this is what happens when I fall in love. It has to do with books and god. It is a spiritual experience and I feel so insane that I cannot talk to anyone accept the person I am falling in love with. Our relationship is through knowledge, music, and art, All things beautiful. If love were to fail nothing would make sense. I cannot even make sense of putting on a pair of socks if my feet are cold and I cannot live by schedules any longer. I feel like the rest of the world becomes crazy. I feel like when we embrace our two bodies might combust, it is a mental and full body connection. A person waiting in the back of you unimaginable dreams and every prayer that you have cried and lost faith in.