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My face hurts from smiling. Tonight was the baby shower I pretended to plan for my boss. I use to be uptight about things but it seemed my non worrying paid off and it was all about the people not the food. I hate when people stress out about things going wrong but I guess that is because some people actually plan things before the day of.
I wonder if I am too forward in relationships. I know my honesty usually works out okay, but sometimes I agree to things before anyone else can. So afraid of what might not happen if I dont make it happen. So impatient when I know what I want. Is it in the wanting of something that makes it all fun and worth it? What I might do no one will agree with accept my heart. And that sensible side of of me is saying, stop throwing your heart so far out of your mouth.
I wonder if I am too forward in relationships. I know my honesty usually works out okay, but sometimes I agree to things before anyone else can. So afraid of what might not happen if I dont make it happen. So impatient when I know what I want. Is it in the wanting of something that makes it all fun and worth it? What I might do no one will agree with accept my heart. And that sensible side of of me is saying, stop throwing your heart so far out of your mouth.