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scenario- mark and i are sitting at the bar shortly after i arrived at the attic. he gives me a kiss on the cheek and is standing up to go out to the patio.
me- love you. (it took about .5 seconds before i realized what i said.)
mark(sitting back down)- really?
me- ummm...yea.
mark- like really really?
me- yes
mark- no like, for real for real
me- for real for real.
then after more kissing he goes outside...alison walks up to me "so did you say it back?" "yea, howd you know" "mark just walked out onto the patio and yelled MY GIRLFRIEND LOVES ME! then did a dance" <333333.
sooo more lack of sleep. i do very little of it. mark to brian (new roommate) "yea, we dont really sleep we just kind of nap."
work wednesday and thursday werent so bad. friday i woke up around 8pm and watched ChristmasVacation with dad. Then to the bronzeboar to meet the friends. then to the OT...hassan's birthday. then to the attic...mark and his people were there. i had a fucking fantastic night...really a good time. mark was trashed so nate(his brother) took us home. "hunny you know your drunk when sean tells you your not allowed to drive me home"
yesterday was saturday. the attic with lucas kai alan and vsac. then ahmed met me up there and we went to the OT. people were there too. then we all went back to the attic. drinking classy beer with shots in it...delicious. i got drunk. apparently i passed out very shortly after arriving home.....i woke him up 3 hours later and we didnt go back to sleep.
we spent 2-7 at the 'rents. momma taught him how to make fudge. he met rosie, finally. cookie making. christmas movies. good day. took him to his car....was supposed to hang out with him and his friends tonight but am literally too tired to function.
he won shannon over simply by getting me a glass of water....i didnt have to ask, its very obvious he likes taking care of me and its nice.
i have a black eye, legit. i smashed my face into his head and its ugly. cant tell when im wearing my glasses...thank god.
me- "i just feel weird leaving stuff over here."
mark- "ill tell ya what, when i get my dresser in here you can have your own drawer."
me- "really?"
mark- "yes. your the one with the issues, not me"
work tomorrow.
mark becomes an uncle tuesday. i dont know what im doing.
wednesday is the zoo lights.
work christmas eve but i think the friends are coming to visit.
christmas.
work the day after.
trans siberian.
im glad ive got this thing to rave about mark in...because otherwise i think my friends would hate me.
im gunna go ahead and sleep now.
me- love you. (it took about .5 seconds before i realized what i said.)
mark(sitting back down)- really?
me- ummm...yea.
mark- like really really?
me- yes
mark- no like, for real for real
me- for real for real.
then after more kissing he goes outside...alison walks up to me "so did you say it back?" "yea, howd you know" "mark just walked out onto the patio and yelled MY GIRLFRIEND LOVES ME! then did a dance" <333333.
sooo more lack of sleep. i do very little of it. mark to brian (new roommate) "yea, we dont really sleep we just kind of nap."
work wednesday and thursday werent so bad. friday i woke up around 8pm and watched ChristmasVacation with dad. Then to the bronzeboar to meet the friends. then to the OT...hassan's birthday. then to the attic...mark and his people were there. i had a fucking fantastic night...really a good time. mark was trashed so nate(his brother) took us home. "hunny you know your drunk when sean tells you your not allowed to drive me home"
yesterday was saturday. the attic with lucas kai alan and vsac. then ahmed met me up there and we went to the OT. people were there too. then we all went back to the attic. drinking classy beer with shots in it...delicious. i got drunk. apparently i passed out very shortly after arriving home.....i woke him up 3 hours later and we didnt go back to sleep.
we spent 2-7 at the 'rents. momma taught him how to make fudge. he met rosie, finally. cookie making. christmas movies. good day. took him to his car....was supposed to hang out with him and his friends tonight but am literally too tired to function.
he won shannon over simply by getting me a glass of water....i didnt have to ask, its very obvious he likes taking care of me and its nice.
i have a black eye, legit. i smashed my face into his head and its ugly. cant tell when im wearing my glasses...thank god.
me- "i just feel weird leaving stuff over here."
mark- "ill tell ya what, when i get my dresser in here you can have your own drawer."
me- "really?"
mark- "yes. your the one with the issues, not me"
work tomorrow.
mark becomes an uncle tuesday. i dont know what im doing.
wednesday is the zoo lights.
work christmas eve but i think the friends are coming to visit.
christmas.
work the day after.
trans siberian.
im glad ive got this thing to rave about mark in...because otherwise i think my friends would hate me.
im gunna go ahead and sleep now.