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well life really fucked me over this past week.
wednesday and thursday were hell. absolute hell. fever over 102. incredible body aches. stomach cramps that were so bad i was having difficulty breathing at times. puking. couldnt eat or drink ANYTHING. spending entirely too much time in the bathroom. nothing made me feel better...i thought i was going to die...needless to say i called off work both nights. thursday night i had an incredibly amount of blood in the toilet so off to the emergency room i went. St.V's. they gave me a bag of fluids and ran some blood tests...thats it...gave me morphine and zofran but i had no relief. then i went home.
friday i went into dr.hazimahs around 1. he spent about an hour in the room with me before informing me that i had to go to the hospital, no option. st.anne's it was. got there around 5. supervisor hooked me up with a private room on Tele (i ended up knowing all of my nurses so that was awesome and comforting). surgeon came in and told me he was gunna stay on my case but only for emergency reasons. they got me hooked up with some IV dilaudid and zofran. thank god. first time i had felt human in days. mom and dad came up. then mark...with the most gorgeous flowers and he bought me a jane austen zombie book <3. mom and dad stayed for awhile. mark stayed til 11ish. they gave me a sleeping pill...and it made me super anxious and tearful and not ok.
saturday was ok. mom was at the hospital everday from about 9-9...she is amazing. GI doctor came in and Dr.Hazimah...they both told me i was staying the weekend. Hazimah upped how often i could get my meds...which was much needed. aunt kathy and uncle rick came up. kai and alan came up. dad came. then vsac and finally mark. i slept better.
sunday sucked. i was ready to be home. more visitors. rosie came. kai and sean came. dad too. no changes except they wanted me to start eating...or at least attempt. i kept some down but couldnt eat much.
monday...really really really wanted to be home. sara stayed with me for like 4 hours. dr's came in late and decided they wanted to do more testing. while looking up my labs to make sure testing was ok they realized my cultures had come back....salmonella poisoning. really....ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? all this because i ate some raw ass nasty chicken...i barely even eat meat! and its gunna give me diseases. fuck that...sara and i couldnt believe it. dr. hazimah came in and after discussion with the GI doc they decided they were not going to treat it and just let it run its course. one more night for pain med reasons.
tuesday. i was home by 10am. ive never been happier to get in my own shower. it was awesome. then i slept. people came over around 7. kai vsac alison mark diddy and megs. we watched sunshine cleaning. everyone left. mark and i watched across the universe. then played marioparty8 and mariokart. didnt sleep until 8am. he left around 3pm...i woke up around 5.
wednesday was yesterday. i showered. went and got yangs. mark came over. we ate. then to see TheFourthKind. it creeped me out...big time. then to meijer for munchies. back home for a night of trash television and video games. we slept good last night. woke up around 11 for daytime television games and we fell back asleep around 3....he woke me up around 5 and went home. i have not moved from the futon except for once to go to the bathroom.
time for more vicodin. vsac is coming over tonight to watch trash television with me.
----mark met dad friday, saturday he was harassing him regarding OSU----
mark- i noticed vsac didnt have a lot to say
me- that was his version of the fetal position
-----(while telling vsac my observation)-----
vsac- well he was coming on kind of strong. it would have been a lot better if he would have given him a blue moon first.
hazimah didnt want me working this week. back on monday. hoping ill be feeling ok to enough to go out this weekend.
mark and i quit smoking. its been a week and 2 days for me....2 days for him. it is horribly unpleasant.
im covered in bruises from IV and lab sticks. while in the hospital i had lots of coworker visitors which was nice. i even got myself a phone number from a boy...hahaha...oh benny boy.
i think thats all. im just glad im not dead. ive never been so ill in my life or more scared about my health because i knew what was going on wasnt right and the fact that the doctors couldnt figure it out was terrifying. im alive and will survive. yay!
mark has been bugging me to let him read my "why i like mark paragraph" in this thing. i sent it to him today and he just read it....eeeek. he sends smiley faces...thats good.
im exhausted. can barely keep my eyes open. oh pain meds...i love you so.
wednesday and thursday were hell. absolute hell. fever over 102. incredible body aches. stomach cramps that were so bad i was having difficulty breathing at times. puking. couldnt eat or drink ANYTHING. spending entirely too much time in the bathroom. nothing made me feel better...i thought i was going to die...needless to say i called off work both nights. thursday night i had an incredibly amount of blood in the toilet so off to the emergency room i went. St.V's. they gave me a bag of fluids and ran some blood tests...thats it...gave me morphine and zofran but i had no relief. then i went home.
friday i went into dr.hazimahs around 1. he spent about an hour in the room with me before informing me that i had to go to the hospital, no option. st.anne's it was. got there around 5. supervisor hooked me up with a private room on Tele (i ended up knowing all of my nurses so that was awesome and comforting). surgeon came in and told me he was gunna stay on my case but only for emergency reasons. they got me hooked up with some IV dilaudid and zofran. thank god. first time i had felt human in days. mom and dad came up. then mark...with the most gorgeous flowers and he bought me a jane austen zombie book <3. mom and dad stayed for awhile. mark stayed til 11ish. they gave me a sleeping pill...and it made me super anxious and tearful and not ok.
saturday was ok. mom was at the hospital everday from about 9-9...she is amazing. GI doctor came in and Dr.Hazimah...they both told me i was staying the weekend. Hazimah upped how often i could get my meds...which was much needed. aunt kathy and uncle rick came up. kai and alan came up. dad came. then vsac and finally mark. i slept better.
sunday sucked. i was ready to be home. more visitors. rosie came. kai and sean came. dad too. no changes except they wanted me to start eating...or at least attempt. i kept some down but couldnt eat much.
monday...really really really wanted to be home. sara stayed with me for like 4 hours. dr's came in late and decided they wanted to do more testing. while looking up my labs to make sure testing was ok they realized my cultures had come back....salmonella poisoning. really....ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? all this because i ate some raw ass nasty chicken...i barely even eat meat! and its gunna give me diseases. fuck that...sara and i couldnt believe it. dr. hazimah came in and after discussion with the GI doc they decided they were not going to treat it and just let it run its course. one more night for pain med reasons.
tuesday. i was home by 10am. ive never been happier to get in my own shower. it was awesome. then i slept. people came over around 7. kai vsac alison mark diddy and megs. we watched sunshine cleaning. everyone left. mark and i watched across the universe. then played marioparty8 and mariokart. didnt sleep until 8am. he left around 3pm...i woke up around 5.
wednesday was yesterday. i showered. went and got yangs. mark came over. we ate. then to see TheFourthKind. it creeped me out...big time. then to meijer for munchies. back home for a night of trash television and video games. we slept good last night. woke up around 11 for daytime television games and we fell back asleep around 3....he woke me up around 5 and went home. i have not moved from the futon except for once to go to the bathroom.
time for more vicodin. vsac is coming over tonight to watch trash television with me.
----mark met dad friday, saturday he was harassing him regarding OSU----
mark- i noticed vsac didnt have a lot to say
me- that was his version of the fetal position
-----(while telling vsac my observation)-----
vsac- well he was coming on kind of strong. it would have been a lot better if he would have given him a blue moon first.
hazimah didnt want me working this week. back on monday. hoping ill be feeling ok to enough to go out this weekend.
mark and i quit smoking. its been a week and 2 days for me....2 days for him. it is horribly unpleasant.
im covered in bruises from IV and lab sticks. while in the hospital i had lots of coworker visitors which was nice. i even got myself a phone number from a boy...hahaha...oh benny boy.
i think thats all. im just glad im not dead. ive never been so ill in my life or more scared about my health because i knew what was going on wasnt right and the fact that the doctors couldnt figure it out was terrifying. im alive and will survive. yay!
mark has been bugging me to let him read my "why i like mark paragraph" in this thing. i sent it to him today and he just read it....eeeek. he sends smiley faces...thats good.
im exhausted. can barely keep my eyes open. oh pain meds...i love you so.