Oct 18, 2009 14:35
oh life.
worked tuesday and wednesday night. stressful.
got on call thursday. went to the OT. everyone was there. called the supervisor and asked her if i could be off call early...she let me off at 1am...she is awesome! yay bonna!!! so stayed at the OT for awhile then to the attic. public displays of affection :) went home with the boy. gas station runs. we were up until the sun came up...then he had to work early so he took me to my car.
friday friday friday. took a nap. didnt really do a whole lot...i dont think. got ready. got to mark's apartment around 8. we sat around and read martha stewart magazines LoL. then to the mall theatre. WhereTheWildThingsAre. cutest movie ive ever seen. and we sat next to the cutest little girl ever...(and he loves kid, very obviously). it was perfection. afterwards we went to the attic. i met his friend mike, who is super nice. i still cant get over how not afraid he is to let people know we are an item. then all my friends showed up. it was brilliant. good night.
me- soooo is it safe to say that we should be exclusive?
mark- what are you saying?
me- how would you feel if i went on a date with another guy
mark- oooo. i wouldnt like that at all.
me- and i dont want you going out with another girl
mark- are we really doing this right now?
me- doing what?
mark- are you my girlfriend?
me- do you want me to be?
mark- and im your boyfriend?
me- do you want to be?
mark- yes.
me- ok.
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walking outside 15 minutes later.
mark- im trying to process this all. your my girlfriend. :D
so then we go back to his place and sleep because the poor boy does not sleep enough.
i woke up in the morning slightly panicked about the previous nights confessions. i suppose thats something i should discuss with him....more then just on the phone. i was uber sick yesterday. stomach in knots, trouble breathing, terrible cough. unable to go to the wedding, reception, show at the cherry, costume party. super bummed. i slept for 14 hours.
today im laying at home all day until 7, then to marks. he is renting movies and cooking. :) probably sleeping there then off to work early in the morning.
china kinda unintentionally super upset me yesterday...he was under the impression that mark was dating jenn nash...which is untrue but he was so certain that i started believing him. after a phone call with mark and china admitting his confusion crisis was averted. china was at the attic last night and mark approached him...apologies exchanged. everything is ok.
marks friend feels he shouldn't be comfortable with my affections and closeness with guy friends. mark states his lack of jealous nature. that is fantastic and wonderful because my friends are my world and no boy will change that.
alison ahmed and i are going costume shopping tomorrow. im excited! althought i missing house of 1000 jello shots at parkwood. friday is the party at the cherry and saturday im unsure off...probably the party at the attic.
i took too much cough medicine. hello looooopy.
currently missing a family gathering at aunt kathys. i have yet to see baby ella. its aunt alice's 70th birthday. gma's mac n cheese and aunt kathys cake. not seen jon or gma in entirely too long. or the whole family for that matter.....i hate being sick.
aaron- will you marry me?
me- i told you we have to wait
aaron- but your my dream girl.
alison- KAYLA HAS A BOYFRIEND
me- SHHHHH!
jordan- what? you have a boyfriend?
me- shoulder shrug.
i hope the friends deal with this well. im so used to playing the role of the single/one of the guys/little sister/best friend role that i dont know how to incorporate someone else....we shall see, its going to be an adventure.
<3. life has been so amazing since i decided to stop moping...im amazed. i mean...the last 2 months have been fanfuckingtastic and they just keep getting better. friends are great, family is great, boy is great, social life is great, work is getting better, going back to school...la la la la la.