Nov 09, 2008 17:08
i met bryan on the bus to school today.
and it seems that the actuarial people have started and completed many past year papers. and i'm like O.O i told him frankly tt i was still studying and have yet to complete any actuarial papers.
and then he said, " u really got to start soon, u gotta make friends with the bala terms."
MWWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHA.
ok its an inside joke that only actuarial people will understand.
that aside, bryan is another zai kia. sometimes i wonder, how can i ever compete with these people?
but i don't have time now to think about it. kick ass and get started on my papers. i have, seriously, a lot to do to catch up with them.
and i thought i was on schedule. i get a little frightened when i think how hard the rest of the actuarial people have mugged. and how much more they can accomplish per unit time because they are, well, jus too intelligent. brains wired differently. hmm.
i got bryan's number before he alighted. i think i would need a lot of help from him. actuarial answers!!
why did it take me so long to realise that i needed help. no man is an island, u know.
woe is being too used to being alone.
back to regression. (read: depression).
[edit] i saw this on steph's nick: "sleep is a privilege, not a right."
how true. [/edit]