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[twillight]

emotionally tired. very tired.

i've been really selfish.

hate myself for all that has happened.

wish i could jus retreat into my own corner and own world.

if opening up means getting hurt again, i dont ever wanna do so again.

wants to lead a private life all over again.

yes i'm selfish. because i don't have the courage and capacity to face up to so many things.

freedom?