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[twilitlove]

today i have to be strong.
and im not allowed to cry.
becasue im going to go se her.
and shes not allowed to know how scared i am inside.
so i have to be strong for her.
becasue she cant be strong for herself right now.
i pray she comes back to me.
like she was before.
shes trapped in this apprehensive state.
and ill do all i can to pull her out.
but not even the doctors can tell her whats wrong.
so thats what best friends are for.
to be there for eachother when no one else knows what to do.
i love you caitlin.