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[twilitlove]

I need to talk to you.
But i don't know what I should say.
You deserve to know how i feel.
as if I even know how i feel.
But how do I approach this subject?
you're not the least expecting it.
But if i dont oppose this problem now,
Then worse is all it will be.
Fear of confrontation is holding me back.
Insainity from annoyance is pushing me forward.
This contrast is driving me out of my mind!
I know you can tell somethings wrong,
but little do you know, you're the very reason.
And i can't just push this aside...
Or it will only come back and hurt me worse.
There are stints that shouldn't be crossed,
but have been moreover.
And if you knew that anyways,
Then you're not the friend i thought you were.
And if you really made that choice,
Then you're not the friend i thought you were.
So i've reached the end of this rope,
but im holding on nevertheless.
Because there's that part of me that just won't let you go.
I need to talk to you,
But i dont know what i should say.