May 27, 2003 22:08
Something is wrong. I don't know what precisely, but I do know that something is just not right. Did you ever have one of those feelings? The feeling that something was going on, but you were in the dark? Or maybe it's just one of those *blah* feelings? Either way, you know that something is just. not. right. That is how I feel. I wish that I didn't. I can't put my finger on the reason for this mood, and that is bothering me way more than it normally would.
By all accounts it should have been a fabulous day. My boss is on vacation for this week, so no one breathing down my neck. Yay! Somewhat. My friend bought me a cd that I had been looking for everywhere, but was unable to find. She gave it to me at work today. I am leaving for Chicago in 12 days. All valid reasons to be ecstatic. Yet...I'm not. Hmmm, maybe it will go away. Maybe I'll wake up tomorrow with a whole new outlook on my life. Then again, maybe I won't.
I have a Family Support Group meeting to go to tomorrow. Should prove interesting. The Colonel who is in charge of Sean's group is back from Kuwait, and will be there to answer our questions and concerns. Sean's mom is going with me. It ought to be fun. In a painful, ripping out your fingernails with pliers, and then pouring salt on the exposed flesh kind of way. I dunno, maybe it will be informative. I'll probably post more about it after the meeting tomorrow. At least there is one benefit to the meeting. It starts at 7 pm, and is in Groton. That is an hour away from me, and I usually have to work until 6 pm on Wednesday nights. So, I wouldn't have made it there on time. However, I am getting out of work at 5 pm tomorrow, so I can go. Yay! No 6 pm worknight for me this week. As my new online friend says, shibby!
Okay, I'm outta here. Night all!
BTW~this was probably the first public post I have done in a while...I don't do many, so enjoy them while you can peoples!