AND WHAT ABOUT IT
This is the most ridiculous thing.
Okay.
So.
This person I know - I don't even know if it's a conscious action on their part! - they keep copying me in a specific manner. I cannot say what, because that would make it painfully obvious who I mean. It's not something particularly important, and it's not anything anyone else would probably even notice. (It isn't just in my head, though, I promise.)
But it's driving me batty.
Like, when I see it's happened again, I actually get kind of angry. That used to confuse me, but in a (semi) recent conversation with my mother, she proposed it might be because I'm still trying to find my own identity, and people were always doing the exact opposite of me all through school, and so someone doing what I'm doing for [x] reason or whatever really throws me off. I don't know too much about the second one, but I can see the first one, or something similar being the cause of it. That doesn't stop it for annoying me, though.
But because it is such a stupid little thing, and because I have no proof that it's a conscious action, and because even if it was, it's hardly harmful, I can't really ask the individual in question to CUT IT OUT without looking like a complete lunatic.
BUT AAAARGH.
... I am aware this entry is vague and stupid, but I really had to say I AM FRUSTRATED without someone else going "over that? WTF is your problem" which is pretty much what everyone's response has been. SORRY, IT BOTHERS ME. I REALLY WISH IT DIDN'T, BUT APPARENTLY IT DOES.
Okay.
So.
This person I know - I don't even know if it's a conscious action on their part! - they keep copying me in a specific manner. I cannot say what, because that would make it painfully obvious who I mean. It's not something particularly important, and it's not anything anyone else would probably even notice. (It isn't just in my head, though, I promise.)
But it's driving me batty.
Like, when I see it's happened again, I actually get kind of angry. That used to confuse me, but in a (semi) recent conversation with my mother, she proposed it might be because I'm still trying to find my own identity, and people were always doing the exact opposite of me all through school, and so someone doing what I'm doing for [x] reason or whatever really throws me off. I don't know too much about the second one, but I can see the first one, or something similar being the cause of it. That doesn't stop it for annoying me, though.
But because it is such a stupid little thing, and because I have no proof that it's a conscious action, and because even if it was, it's hardly harmful, I can't really ask the individual in question to CUT IT OUT without looking like a complete lunatic.
BUT AAAARGH.
... I am aware this entry is vague and stupid, but I really had to say I AM FRUSTRATED without someone else going "over that? WTF is your problem" which is pretty much what everyone's response has been. SORRY, IT BOTHERS ME. I REALLY WISH IT DIDN'T, BUT APPARENTLY IT DOES.