A Cold Wind Blows...
January has really hit me hard.
We had a hard deadline at work. I'm trying to fit in a new schedule which includes swimming 2-4 times a week. Jack needed surgery, and it cost me nearly $900. I got stood up by two different guys, in three nights, by each one getting drunk and falling to sleep. What is that? My ex, who really threw me for a loop, did it again. My grandfather died, so I flew to Connecticut and stayed with my mom and aunt. The family stuff surrounding all of this is just...heinous. And it's ongoing. I have no grandparents left, and that's just weird. Oh, and it looks like I have fatty liver disease and diabetes. And with that - I'm sick.
I'm just not doing very well with all of this.
Hopefully February will be better. It starts with Stacy's birthday. :D
We had a hard deadline at work. I'm trying to fit in a new schedule which includes swimming 2-4 times a week. Jack needed surgery, and it cost me nearly $900. I got stood up by two different guys, in three nights, by each one getting drunk and falling to sleep. What is that? My ex, who really threw me for a loop, did it again. My grandfather died, so I flew to Connecticut and stayed with my mom and aunt. The family stuff surrounding all of this is just...heinous. And it's ongoing. I have no grandparents left, and that's just weird. Oh, and it looks like I have fatty liver disease and diabetes. And with that - I'm sick.
I'm just not doing very well with all of this.
Hopefully February will be better. It starts with Stacy's birthday. :D