May 10, 2006 11:55
So I only have ten days left of school. Ten days before everyone goes and separates. I mean summer will be here but everyone will be so busy. I'm afrid I'm gettin left behind in the dust. Maybe I should have gone to Mizzou instead of SCCC for free. At least I'll be by friends. I feel inferior to most people. Everyone has goals and asperations, me I just live day to day. I always thought that was the way to be but again I guess I'm wrong on that subject also.
Ten days to last with teachers. I mean the teachers I had this year have made a major impact on me, even if they don't think they have. Mr. Ulmer is making me sad sayin we are being FIRED from Ulmer Technologies but in reality we are just being promoted through the ladder to a better thing. I really am goin to Miss my cooking class, I love Mrs. Wilmes. She is so uber fantasic. I think I'll remember her alot. OLSON! How could one forget about the teacher that you are goin to spend some of your summer vacation with? Ho hum.
Ten days to spend with all my friends that will still be at the Fort. I wonder if any of them will wonder how I'm doing. I'm no Chuck or Eric but I hope people will remember me at least. I hope that they have a blast and know that I will try and be here for them.
Ten days to the rest of my life. I don't understand sometimes why people say that they hate high school so much. I understand that it can rough or terrible cases. But there always have to be some good points for you too. And for me I loved High School. It is almost like home for me. When I leave it it will feel like a piece of my childhood will all be gone. That is it, according to America I'm a grown-up, but that scares me, I like being a child, I love the innocence and bliss that comes along with it.
You guys are probably tired of my blabbing so I guess this is it. 10 days till I'm broken forever.
Much love,
~Joe