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[twilightsfury]

wow i just realized that i just lost my best friend to his new gf. heh, funny how things work out. yeah i do admit i acted kinda angry at him the last time i talked to him and he told me he couldnt see me on my bday because he HAD to spend the whole night with his gf. i just looked at his myspace me took off all the pics of me and him and

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[my_anonymity]

I know exactly how you feel, you can ask anyone that knows me, I have never ditched a friend for a guy. Especially for this friend I'm talking about. I'm usually seeing someone, and she was just getting over a break up and I always dropped everything just to be there for her. So it really disappointed me that I became second to her boyfriend, or when we hang out (the three of us), she's always all over him and they make out in front of me.

Anyways, we didn't talk for about a month and a half, and then I posted a very depressing lj entry. So I guess she saw it (which surprised me because she never goes on LJ), and she wrote me a myspace message (because I tend to disable comments) about how she cried when she read it (you might recall this, since I wrote an entry a few months back), and we made plans to hang out (that day when we took pictures in the tree). That day I found out that she spent a whole day with me because her boyfriend was on vacation in Hawaii (I think), and when he came back, we went back to not hanging out. But I tried really hard to make plans every weekend only to be blown off by her, and after five weeks, I just stopped trying. We hung out on Thursday night and it was her idea, and she wants to hang out with me again sometime, but we have conflicting schedules, so it won't be for a while, but she was the one to bring it up.

I don't know if that helped.. but that's our story..

[twilightsfury]

mann that sucks. you can only do so much though, what you did is something i would do, keep on trying to keep in touch while they put little to no effont in at all. in the end we end up wasting much energy and caring-ness to people who waste nothing at all. then again i guess its not a waste on our parts consitering it shows that we are loyal to our friends.. it just sucks because it hurt to actually know you care more about that person than they do you.
this is my problem i forgive to easily and keep on trying when its useless, i just hurt myself more in the end. like with fae, she seriously screwed me over a few time and every time i forgave her because i wanted to believe that she cared and was my friend, in the end she would just turn around and do it agian. i think because of that it easier for me now to turn away from a situation ::like this one:: to keep from being more hurt.
we may not hang out and such.. but i think by reading through your entries you really help me out to know that there are people out there that have or are going through the same stuff as i am. i do hope that you and your friend can eventilly rebuild your guys friendship <3