Why do I-----
1.Why do I trust guys to bring stuff?
2. Why do I trust guys with my heart when it is sadly going to be broken?
3. Why do I even fall in love?
4. What's the point of me falling in love actually, just to get my heart broken?
Okay well i'm done with my questions.... Yesterday was alright I guess.... as you see I post these early so I'll talk about the day before. So as I said above yesterday was okay. I had rehersals and was hoping that it would've gone better at least. Him1 was supposed to bring something for me containing the color blue but he said he didn't know he was supposed to....... Kat.... shame.... I'm just messing with ya girl..... and Him2 I left a notebook in his possesion I thought..... but it turned out he left it at the church where I rehersals are.... he's lucky it was still there.... But right now it's in his possesion.... and he's supposed to give it to Him1 who gives it to Kat who will hopefully give it to me today at 7 pm. Boy doesn'tmy life sound interesting..... NO..... LOL! I was actually surprised with myself a few days ago. I wrote to Him2 about how I really am... I'm not some little girl who stands back and lets things happen, I can get angry and lash out at people... yes my fellow people that are reading this.. I already know I have an anger disorder. I hope he doesn't look at me diffrently.... you would need to see me when I'm around the people in theatre. I stand back and let everyone else around me shine, I'm quiet; I hardly speak at all, I'm always wantig to get away when Chance doesn't want me to... I do it anyways. As you can see I like to hide alot.... but that's really how I am... i hate being around people who argue... and they argue alot....
2. Why do I trust guys with my heart when it is sadly going to be broken?
3. Why do I even fall in love?
4. What's the point of me falling in love actually, just to get my heart broken?
Okay well i'm done with my questions.... Yesterday was alright I guess.... as you see I post these early so I'll talk about the day before. So as I said above yesterday was okay. I had rehersals and was hoping that it would've gone better at least. Him1 was supposed to bring something for me containing the color blue but he said he didn't know he was supposed to....... Kat.... shame.... I'm just messing with ya girl..... and Him2 I left a notebook in his possesion I thought..... but it turned out he left it at the church where I rehersals are.... he's lucky it was still there.... But right now it's in his possesion.... and he's supposed to give it to Him1 who gives it to Kat who will hopefully give it to me today at 7 pm. Boy doesn'tmy life sound interesting..... NO..... LOL! I was actually surprised with myself a few days ago. I wrote to Him2 about how I really am... I'm not some little girl who stands back and lets things happen, I can get angry and lash out at people... yes my fellow people that are reading this.. I already know I have an anger disorder. I hope he doesn't look at me diffrently.... you would need to see me when I'm around the people in theatre. I stand back and let everyone else around me shine, I'm quiet; I hardly speak at all, I'm always wantig to get away when Chance doesn't want me to... I do it anyways. As you can see I like to hide alot.... but that's really how I am... i hate being around people who argue... and they argue alot....