Sorry about yesterday.....
I was interupted yesterday.. .I don't even remember what I typed up.. but to me that's not important... what's important is what I feel today... I'm totally upset.... wow.. that sounded like a prep... but I am.... I'm really upset about what I did to Zac. I shouldn't of taken my feelings out on him. I should've took it out on anything. i shouldn't of done anything about my problems... I hsould've left htem in a ball and just listened to some emo music but I just didn't want to choose that way out of my problems I had to make it worse.. Look what I have becom America... I've became a monster that will just make people upset and afraid of her...... Was I supposed to become this hideous beast? This creature that was never supposed to be me was it?