This dying agony in my heart.....I wish to get rid of it.....
Once again I haven't written this for a long time but if you wish to reply to this even though I hardly know who the hell reads this anymore for I heard that Z has known of my account for a while..... which scares me and once again I'm sorry Z for calling you arrogant.... but that's besides the poiunt, If you wish to read this and reply that's your choice not mine.
I wish to get rid of my heart... to get rid of loving, to get rid of fear, to get rid of..... everything.... But I can't... I'd die on logical terms. But in the terms of light and darkness I'd be one of twilight.... emotionless. I wouldn't mind that... but then I wouldn't be awake.... I'm so close so why would one want to throw it all away now?
I can't. I'd loose everything. Taste, touch, seeing, smell... I'd even loose the most important thing that's dear to my heart.... Love. I've fallen into it and out of it... it hurts but it's worth all the trouble in the world if you've found the right person.
~Miyu~
I wish to get rid of my heart... to get rid of loving, to get rid of fear, to get rid of..... everything.... But I can't... I'd die on logical terms. But in the terms of light and darkness I'd be one of twilight.... emotionless. I wouldn't mind that... but then I wouldn't be awake.... I'm so close so why would one want to throw it all away now?
I can't. I'd loose everything. Taste, touch, seeing, smell... I'd even loose the most important thing that's dear to my heart.... Love. I've fallen into it and out of it... it hurts but it's worth all the trouble in the world if you've found the right person.
~Miyu~