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What's to say? Funny consistancy, all that changes is the weather. It gets colder but i have a nice new warm fur coat, and my baby's arms to warm me. I'm taking him home this weekend though I feel bad since he says I pressured him. I never thought of myself as needy before him, but I guess I've changed. I seem to love him right now more than ever. More than the new love, just enveloping and unable to express the magnitude. I just say it over and over a million times a day. I only frustrate myself when he doesn't show affection like I do. Because sometimes I want him to look star struck instead of his silly faces when I pull him in to say "your so handsome, I love you I love you I love you", but I shouldn't want what he isn't, and I shouldn't make him into what he's not by force. I know he loves me terribly and just as much.
--- the weekend went by. He's glad he came. We had a lovely time. I feel refreshed from a trip to the MET and spending time with my mother and him. I like to feel like a family.
EDIT:
Oh and I cut my hair. Bangs and layers and I swear I don't look funny.
oh wait I can be technological for no reason
Hi I am ME
AND THIS IS THE FACE I MAKE!
--- the weekend went by. He's glad he came. We had a lovely time. I feel refreshed from a trip to the MET and spending time with my mother and him. I like to feel like a family.
EDIT:
Oh and I cut my hair. Bangs and layers and I swear I don't look funny.
oh wait I can be technological for no reason
Hi I am ME
AND THIS IS THE FACE I MAKE!