Jul 08, 2009 08:31
4th of July
Had lots of people over for food and drinks. It was nice seeing everyone that came over and for the most part I was enjoying myself. The heat bothered most of the people but later in the evening it was more comfortable to go out side and relax.
7th of July
Had a wonderful night with Greg for our 2 year anniversary. I was surprised by a new scanner/printer which I would have never of guessed. I got him a few shirts since year 2 is supposed to be Cotton. We mostly spent time with each other since he took the day off from work. We also went to Three forks Since I have never been there. I can really see why he loves the food there.
I get that a lot lately with the drama streaming down from all over the place. How do I justify my reasoning for playing a game that seems to cause a bit of stress?
1) My friends play it and those people I enjoy playing with I get a smile on a face. That to me is priceless
2) Cheaper than having to pay for some over priced drink at a bar just to listen to others be catty to other people.
3) No matter what the people I am around there is going to be drama. Let's face it cool people are like honey and Drama Lamas want to lick them.
4) Story lines are fun and help inspire me to do other artsy stuff
5) I have fun
6) I like the distraction better than TV at times.
So some people worry about my stress levels well I can honestly state I am a lot better than where I was at and getting through it. Also I have weeded out certain things out of my life to make it more stress free. I refuse to give up and run away from an issues that happen but with certain people that have made up of their mind and I have lost respect for in some form or fashion we wont go into the details on it.
Kind of hoping this weekend will be a little more fun and less stress since we have a friends wedding to go to, but Sunday I am dreading since I have to go over to my mom's again. I am at a point in my life where things are becoming more and more complicated and somethings I dreamed about having or doing are slipping away. I guess this is part of growing up having to give up somethings for others. I just kind of wish it wasn't dealing with school or having children, but I will make do with what I have and try to do my best to get a job that I am happy with and get things taken care of.
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