life = music

Jun 13, 2008 21:47

as i watch this movie, i see my life reflected in it in a way.  the way he sees life is the same way i do.  each time i hear a sound, it turns to music in my mind.  i wish i had his talent, so that i too could be a prodigy, but sadly that's not the case.

i really wanted to go to juliard when i was a kid.  i still love music.  it still is what drives my life.  i hope that when i go to japan, and i buy my bass, i can run into the right people, and make my childhood dream come true some day.

my mind is racing with the possibilities.  people, places, words, objects... the taste of the wind, the singing of the clouds.  everything seems so very clear, and it feels like the universe has opened up to me.  like there was a little teeny bubble that popped somewhere in the middle of something, and all i feel is colors and i don't even know how to describe it in words... i wonder if you know what i'm talking about.  and by you, i think if you read this, you will know that i'm talking to you.

i don't know what this feeling is, but it seems like something spectacular is going to happen.  again, a year of ups and downs is ahead, but the tears of beauty and amazingness will outweigh the tears of dissapointment, and that everything will work out okay in then end.

music, life

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