the hanged man, huh?
we'll see how that one works out for me.
anyway, i was tagged, so i memme ^__^
8 things about me...
1. i absoluteley can't stand the flavour of red bull, and have no idea why people drink it.
2. i really embraced my femininity when i went to japan, for reasons that would take too much time to explain here, and i'm no longer ashamed to admit that i LOOOOVVVEEE cute things, and was reminded of how perfect the lolita lifestyle is for me (aside from the clothes being absurdly expensive sometimes). i'm definitley more of a gothic lolita than i am a regular goth, as vkei got me into gothic fashion in the first place, and i like the fashion and belief and the music that goes along with it better too.
3. on a related note, Vkei makes my heart sing, and i am REALLY into D right now. oh asagi, you are so wonderful, but kozi is still number 1! ::glomps the kozi::
4. i always put so much time and effort into decorating my spaces because i feel like they are an extension of myself. the posters that i put on my walls, the way i arrange them, the way i choose to light a place, everything about how i decorate my room shows who i am. so those people who are always confused about me, need to nothing more than but take a look at my space and they can get a better idea of what i look like on the inside (which is of course a little cluttered, a little dark, but also safe, comfortable, (and i'd like to think) very secretly sexy ^_^). this is why i'm so obsessed with the appearance of things in general. becuase i feel that appearances DO reflect something about who we are... some may think it's shallow, but i don't think it is if you put your true self into it. that does however have the effect of me being turned off to people who don't carry themselves at least with a little grace/class.... i know it's bad but.... yeah....
5. i always have to wean myself back onto minnesota water because it has more chlorine...
6. i don't brush my teeth as often as i should... which is kinda gross i know. trying to fix that.
7. lately reading (especially stuff on the computer) has been easier without my glasses, but i feel like my vision in general is deteriorating
8. i am a huge dork, and love more than anything else on TV, watching history documentaries about ancient egypt, old civilizations, "secret" societies, and old europe.
1. Where is your sister right now?
heaven? i don't have one....
2. Last place you kissed someone?
lips.
3. Name five things you did today:
1. went to class
2. ate really yummy clam chowder
3. did lots of research on kenji mizoguchi
4. cleaned my room and made it smell pretty ^_^
5. sang at the top of my lungs
4. Last person you text messaged?
3am matt
5. What kind of phone do you have?
samsung
6. What are you listening to?
that anime theme song that has that weird dance...stuck in my head.
7. What do you smell like?
i've been told that i smell warm and spicy... but right after a shower like vanilla.
8. What color are your eyes?
brown with thin grey circles on the outside
9. Have you ever done a Chinese fire drill?
the hell's that?
10. Do you have a certain song for someone?
i've got many songs for many people. but definitley, me and tam-chan have a couple ^_^
11. Do you have a chair in your room?
yes.
12. What are you doing tomorrow?
working. maybe having a sleepover.
13. Do you know someone named Betsy?
with a nickname of betsy.
14. What color is your mom's hair?
jet black.
15. Do you have a dog?
i want a puppy....
16. Do you remember singing any songs as a kid?
part of your world from the little mermaid.
17. Are you married?
hah, married...
18. When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
like, last week.
19. Do you play an instrument?
a bit of harpsichord, drums, singing
20. Do you like fire?
i LOVE fire.
21. Are you allergic to anything?
dust?
22. Do you have a crush on anyone?
yep.
23. Best friend?
a couple. best friends at mac- tam-chan, 3am
24. Have you ever been to a spa?
i wish i could afford a spa.
25. Do you miss someone?
yes! jessica and mikako, and kimi and someone that i've never met before....
26. Do you think they miss you too?
probably jessica, maybe mikako....
27. Have you ever seen your school counselor?
yes.
28. Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?
yes, an english teacher, a japanese teacher, a history teacher, a japanese sociolinguistics teacher.
29. What is one thing you've learned about life?
that it's too short for you not to at least try to follow your dreams
31. Is anyone jealous of you?
i doubt it.
32. Ever been stuck in an elevator?
yes. luckily i went to the bathroom right before that because i was stuck in there for awhile. but it was really good becuase it was during work, and i was really tired that day, so i took a nap. gotta love the duprojects.
33. What does your mom call you?
ray
34. What does you hair look like right now?
kinda messy, tied back in small scrunchie
35. Has anyone ever used you?
yes. to date my friends.
36. Has anyone told you that they like you more than a friend?
yes.
41. A random guy/girl comes up to you and says "hey babe." you say:
"hi!! ^_^"
42. What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
vitamin water energy drink!!? i totally thought it was just carbonated vitamin water, but it's actually an energy drink?!?!?! oh man, i hope i'll be able to sleep tonight!!
43. What does your last incoming text message say?
from 3am
"In de cafe I am"
44. The last song you listened to?
kagrra- something off of their newest album
45. Who do you like?
ALL OF MY FRIENDS!!! ALL OF MY POTENTIAL FRIENDS!!! MY FAMILY!!!! LOVE LOVE!!
46. What did you do yesterday?
i went to class and i worked a lot. so exciting....
47. Pick a scar on your body, how'd you get it?
i still have a scar on the side of my leg from a REALLY bad bruise i got while playing rugby. i got tackled and my leg landed on my foot, and the bruise was cleat marks from my shoe. it was so bad it left a scar under the skin that you can see.
48. What do you want to do when you get out of high school/college?
fashion designer v kei star ^_^
49. How old is your mom?
47
50. Are you signed onto AIM?
nope
51. Who's your most religious friend?
uuuh.... me?
52. If you could change your name to anything what would it be?
kentarou, dmitri, amadeus, yoshitsune
53. What's the best compliment someone could give you?
i don't know really.... something not in words...
54. What do you hate most about your school?
sometimes people can be so far to the right that they become closed to new ideas and different ways of thinking, and that's as bad as being uber-conservative
55. How often do you curse?
a whole fucking lot
56. Last time you took a plane, where was it to?
here.
57. How many times a day do you log into myspace?
i started a myspace but i got rid of it, so never.
58. Last profile you went to?
???
59. What's the first thing you would do with five million bucks?
open up two bank accounts and put 1 million in one of the accounts for my brother. maybe 3 accounts, and put another million into an account specifically for keeping up bebee and abuelo's house.
60. What did your last outgoing text message say?
"we are at cafe mac"
61. Who's the first person on your top friends, and why?
i don't have a top friends list...
62. Next thing you'll spend money on?
a birthday present for my bro and/or a beverage most likely an izze.
63. What's one toy you remember having in the 90's?
aside from my puffalump and angel butterfly, i remember a teenage mutant ninja turtles action figure.
64. If you had a son what would you name him?
kenji, ryutarou, dmitri, hiroshi, crow
65. Look through the 2 nearest windows, what do you see?
a tree and a tree
66. Whats your mousepad look like?
my desk, as i don't own one. though if i did, i would edge it in lace.
67. Who's someone you drifted from?
my ex (although that was less of a drift and more of a violent shove), and my friend from high school, sara
68. Which of your friends do you argue with most?
tam-chan
69. How many nationalities are you?
i'm american. but i've got many ethnicities running through my veins.
70. What's your dream job?
a fashion designing v-kei band leader. i want both the clothing brand and the band to be successful, but not REALLY successful. like, a band with many very loyal and faithful fans. not a whole bunch of flaky ones. i want to have a cult following, i guess. but a decent sized one. like.... uh.... vidoll, or.... like.... moi dix mois or dlq or something.
71. Who's the last person that you felt stalked by?
that wierd guy at the train station
72. If you could have any car what would it be?
a motorcycle.
73. What's your favorite breakfast food?
kimi's hearty miso soup with rice and an omlette. that or corned beef hash and eggs sunny side up.... dericious.
74. How do you like your eggs?
in america- over medium. in japan- raw mixed into a yummy gyuu-don with lots of scallions. also dericious.
75. If you could get any piercing what would it be?
um... i still kinda want a barbell on my left nipple... but it seems really really freaking painful.
76. How about a tattoo?
i'd like to continue the one that i have down my arm and around my shoulder, and for it to turn into a yakuza style color one on my other shoulder, and then turn back into the tribal down my other forearm and wrist.
77. What mood are you in?
awake and tired at the same time (freaking energy drink) a little anxious, and also kind of giddy.
78. What's a movie you want to see in the theatre?
i'd like to see a silent kenji mizoguchi film with a benshi present.
79. Where else would you want to live?
in inogashira or nakano. maybe again in like minami gyoutoku or funabashi. i also hear kudanshita is nice ^_^
80. What's the last four numbers of your home phone number?
which one?
81. How many hours did you sleep last night?
uh... like....6?
82. Where will your next car ride be to?
dunno... wherever elisabeth feels like journeying to.
83. If you could live in any TV show what would it be?
x men, as a mutant of course.
84. What video game do you play most often?
usu! tatakai! ouendan!!
85. What are you wearing right now?
that's kinda a sketchy question.... black and white striped knee socks, black bondage capris, black and white striped tank, with a black jumper over it...
anyway, i was tagged, so i memme ^__^
8 things about me...
1. i absoluteley can't stand the flavour of red bull, and have no idea why people drink it.
2. i really embraced my femininity when i went to japan, for reasons that would take too much time to explain here, and i'm no longer ashamed to admit that i LOOOOVVVEEE cute things, and was reminded of how perfect the lolita lifestyle is for me (aside from the clothes being absurdly expensive sometimes). i'm definitley more of a gothic lolita than i am a regular goth, as vkei got me into gothic fashion in the first place, and i like the fashion and belief and the music that goes along with it better too.
3. on a related note, Vkei makes my heart sing, and i am REALLY into D right now. oh asagi, you are so wonderful, but kozi is still number 1! ::glomps the kozi::
4. i always put so much time and effort into decorating my spaces because i feel like they are an extension of myself. the posters that i put on my walls, the way i arrange them, the way i choose to light a place, everything about how i decorate my room shows who i am. so those people who are always confused about me, need to nothing more than but take a look at my space and they can get a better idea of what i look like on the inside (which is of course a little cluttered, a little dark, but also safe, comfortable, (and i'd like to think) very secretly sexy ^_^). this is why i'm so obsessed with the appearance of things in general. becuase i feel that appearances DO reflect something about who we are... some may think it's shallow, but i don't think it is if you put your true self into it. that does however have the effect of me being turned off to people who don't carry themselves at least with a little grace/class.... i know it's bad but.... yeah....
5. i always have to wean myself back onto minnesota water because it has more chlorine...
6. i don't brush my teeth as often as i should... which is kinda gross i know. trying to fix that.
7. lately reading (especially stuff on the computer) has been easier without my glasses, but i feel like my vision in general is deteriorating
8. i am a huge dork, and love more than anything else on TV, watching history documentaries about ancient egypt, old civilizations, "secret" societies, and old europe.
1. Where is your sister right now?
heaven? i don't have one....
2. Last place you kissed someone?
lips.
3. Name five things you did today:
1. went to class
2. ate really yummy clam chowder
3. did lots of research on kenji mizoguchi
4. cleaned my room and made it smell pretty ^_^
5. sang at the top of my lungs
4. Last person you text messaged?
3am matt
5. What kind of phone do you have?
samsung
6. What are you listening to?
that anime theme song that has that weird dance...stuck in my head.
7. What do you smell like?
i've been told that i smell warm and spicy... but right after a shower like vanilla.
8. What color are your eyes?
brown with thin grey circles on the outside
9. Have you ever done a Chinese fire drill?
the hell's that?
10. Do you have a certain song for someone?
i've got many songs for many people. but definitley, me and tam-chan have a couple ^_^
11. Do you have a chair in your room?
yes.
12. What are you doing tomorrow?
working. maybe having a sleepover.
13. Do you know someone named Betsy?
with a nickname of betsy.
14. What color is your mom's hair?
jet black.
15. Do you have a dog?
i want a puppy....
16. Do you remember singing any songs as a kid?
part of your world from the little mermaid.
17. Are you married?
hah, married...
18. When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
like, last week.
19. Do you play an instrument?
a bit of harpsichord, drums, singing
20. Do you like fire?
i LOVE fire.
21. Are you allergic to anything?
dust?
22. Do you have a crush on anyone?
yep.
23. Best friend?
a couple. best friends at mac- tam-chan, 3am
24. Have you ever been to a spa?
i wish i could afford a spa.
25. Do you miss someone?
yes! jessica and mikako, and kimi and someone that i've never met before....
26. Do you think they miss you too?
probably jessica, maybe mikako....
27. Have you ever seen your school counselor?
yes.
28. Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?
yes, an english teacher, a japanese teacher, a history teacher, a japanese sociolinguistics teacher.
29. What is one thing you've learned about life?
that it's too short for you not to at least try to follow your dreams
31. Is anyone jealous of you?
i doubt it.
32. Ever been stuck in an elevator?
yes. luckily i went to the bathroom right before that because i was stuck in there for awhile. but it was really good becuase it was during work, and i was really tired that day, so i took a nap. gotta love the duprojects.
33. What does your mom call you?
ray
34. What does you hair look like right now?
kinda messy, tied back in small scrunchie
35. Has anyone ever used you?
yes. to date my friends.
36. Has anyone told you that they like you more than a friend?
yes.
41. A random guy/girl comes up to you and says "hey babe." you say:
"hi!! ^_^"
42. What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
vitamin water energy drink!!? i totally thought it was just carbonated vitamin water, but it's actually an energy drink?!?!?! oh man, i hope i'll be able to sleep tonight!!
43. What does your last incoming text message say?
from 3am
"In de cafe I am"
44. The last song you listened to?
kagrra- something off of their newest album
45. Who do you like?
ALL OF MY FRIENDS!!! ALL OF MY POTENTIAL FRIENDS!!! MY FAMILY!!!! LOVE LOVE!!
46. What did you do yesterday?
i went to class and i worked a lot. so exciting....
47. Pick a scar on your body, how'd you get it?
i still have a scar on the side of my leg from a REALLY bad bruise i got while playing rugby. i got tackled and my leg landed on my foot, and the bruise was cleat marks from my shoe. it was so bad it left a scar under the skin that you can see.
48. What do you want to do when you get out of high school/college?
fashion designer v kei star ^_^
49. How old is your mom?
47
50. Are you signed onto AIM?
nope
51. Who's your most religious friend?
uuuh.... me?
52. If you could change your name to anything what would it be?
kentarou, dmitri, amadeus, yoshitsune
53. What's the best compliment someone could give you?
i don't know really.... something not in words...
54. What do you hate most about your school?
sometimes people can be so far to the right that they become closed to new ideas and different ways of thinking, and that's as bad as being uber-conservative
55. How often do you curse?
a whole fucking lot
56. Last time you took a plane, where was it to?
here.
57. How many times a day do you log into myspace?
i started a myspace but i got rid of it, so never.
58. Last profile you went to?
???
59. What's the first thing you would do with five million bucks?
open up two bank accounts and put 1 million in one of the accounts for my brother. maybe 3 accounts, and put another million into an account specifically for keeping up bebee and abuelo's house.
60. What did your last outgoing text message say?
"we are at cafe mac"
61. Who's the first person on your top friends, and why?
i don't have a top friends list...
62. Next thing you'll spend money on?
a birthday present for my bro and/or a beverage most likely an izze.
63. What's one toy you remember having in the 90's?
aside from my puffalump and angel butterfly, i remember a teenage mutant ninja turtles action figure.
64. If you had a son what would you name him?
kenji, ryutarou, dmitri, hiroshi, crow
65. Look through the 2 nearest windows, what do you see?
a tree and a tree
66. Whats your mousepad look like?
my desk, as i don't own one. though if i did, i would edge it in lace.
67. Who's someone you drifted from?
my ex (although that was less of a drift and more of a violent shove), and my friend from high school, sara
68. Which of your friends do you argue with most?
tam-chan
69. How many nationalities are you?
i'm american. but i've got many ethnicities running through my veins.
70. What's your dream job?
a fashion designing v-kei band leader. i want both the clothing brand and the band to be successful, but not REALLY successful. like, a band with many very loyal and faithful fans. not a whole bunch of flaky ones. i want to have a cult following, i guess. but a decent sized one. like.... uh.... vidoll, or.... like.... moi dix mois or dlq or something.
71. Who's the last person that you felt stalked by?
that wierd guy at the train station
72. If you could have any car what would it be?
a motorcycle.
73. What's your favorite breakfast food?
kimi's hearty miso soup with rice and an omlette. that or corned beef hash and eggs sunny side up.... dericious.
74. How do you like your eggs?
in america- over medium. in japan- raw mixed into a yummy gyuu-don with lots of scallions. also dericious.
75. If you could get any piercing what would it be?
um... i still kinda want a barbell on my left nipple... but it seems really really freaking painful.
76. How about a tattoo?
i'd like to continue the one that i have down my arm and around my shoulder, and for it to turn into a yakuza style color one on my other shoulder, and then turn back into the tribal down my other forearm and wrist.
77. What mood are you in?
awake and tired at the same time (freaking energy drink) a little anxious, and also kind of giddy.
78. What's a movie you want to see in the theatre?
i'd like to see a silent kenji mizoguchi film with a benshi present.
79. Where else would you want to live?
in inogashira or nakano. maybe again in like minami gyoutoku or funabashi. i also hear kudanshita is nice ^_^
80. What's the last four numbers of your home phone number?
which one?
81. How many hours did you sleep last night?
uh... like....6?
82. Where will your next car ride be to?
dunno... wherever elisabeth feels like journeying to.
83. If you could live in any TV show what would it be?
x men, as a mutant of course.
84. What video game do you play most often?
usu! tatakai! ouendan!!
85. What are you wearing right now?
that's kinda a sketchy question.... black and white striped knee socks, black bondage capris, black and white striped tank, with a black jumper over it...