May 08, 2009 12:13
Gasp! I recently came to the realization that I might be BI. This is very confusing...I don't know what I am anymore. I've never dated a girl, as I always thought it would be akward, but every relationship with a guy that I've ever had has failed. I don't even know how to ask a girl out! And I'm part of a church that frowns on anything other than heterosexuality, so there's even more pressure.
This world has become a series of molds. Everyone is made to conform. You have to be a something, or you're nothing.
punk
goth
prep
skater
emo (my favorite)
and the list goes on. If you don't label yourself, you get labled. Wear all black one day, and have by chance someone hear you mention death, and you are a goth. Wear you hair in your face, and cut yourself, and you are emo. Damn it, Why can't we just Be?
And some of us WANT it. That's what disgusts me. Start cutting and talk about fucking killing yourself. Shove your fingers down your throat and have sex with every guy you meet. wear black and talk about blood and death. It's stupid. Why should you change who you are?
It makes everyone fake. I'm bi. So fucking what? I have flaws, and do does sveryone else. Deal with it.
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