she's come undone
[11:21] jason: you best not be moving to boulder with any bit of motivation involving me
[11:23] jason: me moving to boulder is not the only reason we won't have a relationship
[11:24] jason: I intend to explore all romantic interest with no regard to consequence.
[11:30] jason: you will have many opportunities to meet wonderful and less than wonderful people, don't miss them to hold out for a cold ember
[11:33] jason: you merely need to realize that your standards are low because you live in Carbondale, a romantic void in the universe
[11:48] me: well what about. what we had. and like. last night. does that just stop now or something?
[11:48] jason: sure
[11:49] me: sure?
[11:49] jason: yes the 4th would be a good day to stop
[11:51] me: well. tell me. if you felt like this before. why was it happening?
[11:51] jason: you seemed to want to
[11:54] me: what would have happened if I hadn't said any of this?
[11:55] jason: space would have turned into a pudding of unknown flavor and water would have turned to stone
[11:57] jason: find other interests and cut me from your more than standard attention
[11:58] jason: I need not be in every survey or on your wall
[12:10] jason: nah, you are a sweetheart, I am blessed to have you in my life
[12:11] jason: you possess much quality, but not the qualities I need in a full time partner
[12:12] me: like what?
[12:13] jason: which?
[12:13] me: what qualities do you need that I don't have?
[12:16] jason: infinite strength, constant surprise, varied experience, financial stability, drinking age, sexual experience, kung fu mastery, in depth knowledge of at least 3 topics
[12:33] jason: never in my life or yours will we be lovers
[12:33] jason: ever
[12:34] me: you said something similar a month ago.
[12:34] jason: we have since fucked
[12:34] jason: but we are not and will not be lovers
[12:35] jason: are you offended?
[12:37] me: am I offended? you have since told me that not only does the fact that I love you mean nothing to you. but i'm not old enough. i'm not distracting enough. i'm not exciting enough. experienced enough. and that no matter what I do. wether I learn to be a kung fu master. be 21. be cultered and sexually expeirenced. I can never be with the man that I love. because i'm not good enough. you tell me.
[12:40] jason: I never you said you were not good enough, you are not right, you asked for specifics so I attempted at a few
[11:23] jason: me moving to boulder is not the only reason we won't have a relationship
[11:24] jason: I intend to explore all romantic interest with no regard to consequence.
[11:30] jason: you will have many opportunities to meet wonderful and less than wonderful people, don't miss them to hold out for a cold ember
[11:33] jason: you merely need to realize that your standards are low because you live in Carbondale, a romantic void in the universe
[11:48] me: well what about. what we had. and like. last night. does that just stop now or something?
[11:48] jason: sure
[11:49] me: sure?
[11:49] jason: yes the 4th would be a good day to stop
[11:51] me: well. tell me. if you felt like this before. why was it happening?
[11:51] jason: you seemed to want to
[11:54] me: what would have happened if I hadn't said any of this?
[11:55] jason: space would have turned into a pudding of unknown flavor and water would have turned to stone
[11:57] jason: find other interests and cut me from your more than standard attention
[11:58] jason: I need not be in every survey or on your wall
[12:10] jason: nah, you are a sweetheart, I am blessed to have you in my life
[12:11] jason: you possess much quality, but not the qualities I need in a full time partner
[12:12] me: like what?
[12:13] jason: which?
[12:13] me: what qualities do you need that I don't have?
[12:16] jason: infinite strength, constant surprise, varied experience, financial stability, drinking age, sexual experience, kung fu mastery, in depth knowledge of at least 3 topics
[12:33] jason: never in my life or yours will we be lovers
[12:33] jason: ever
[12:34] me: you said something similar a month ago.
[12:34] jason: we have since fucked
[12:34] jason: but we are not and will not be lovers
[12:35] jason: are you offended?
[12:37] me: am I offended? you have since told me that not only does the fact that I love you mean nothing to you. but i'm not old enough. i'm not distracting enough. i'm not exciting enough. experienced enough. and that no matter what I do. wether I learn to be a kung fu master. be 21. be cultered and sexually expeirenced. I can never be with the man that I love. because i'm not good enough. you tell me.
[12:40] jason: I never you said you were not good enough, you are not right, you asked for specifics so I attempted at a few