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When was the last time you cried? umm. the..day before yesterday I think. I wanted to cry last night, but I couldn't.
Have you ever faked sick? yep. i was fairly good at it
What was the last lie you said? telling jason that I didn't remember which chat rooms i got hit on in. I was too ashamed, actually. plus, you know. it's not easy to tell your ex that you were in a "romance connection" chat room so soon after you'd broken up. i'm sure he wouldn't mind but..I would have.
Have you ever cried during a movie? definatly. romeo and juliet
Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of? jason
Have you ever danced in the rain? yeah. I love to. I just love dancing in general. and I love the rain. so yes yes
Have you ever been drunk? yep lol not in a few months though
Have you ever tried drugs? yep
Do you smoke? kind of
What's the farthest you've ever gone on a dare? umm. not very far at all. i haven't played truth or dare in forever and its been so long that i would have been much shyer and would have said truth every time
What is your full name? molly kirkpatrick shank
What is your blood type? a+
Have you ever been in a car accident? yeah. one or two
Have you ever had an online relationship? yep. stupid. pointless. blah
Have you ever had phone sex? ha. yeah. only for the other person's benefit. i got nothing out of it
Have you ever been rejected by a crush? so many times that I lost count
What is your favorite sport to play? mmm...uh...basketball?
Have you ever made a prank phone call? probably not
Have you ever said "I Love You" and not meant it? yeah. I thought I meant it at the time
What's your favorite childhood memory? being in elementary school.
Is there anything you have done that you regret? well. of course. but I really try not to regret anything. but everything that happens good or bad, shapes you. gets you to where you are now.
What do you want to be when you grow up? well. I am..kind of grown up now. if you're asking what kind of career i'd like. I don't know. maybe a historian.
What is your political affiliation? don't have one
Have you ever had cybersex? ha. no
Do you believe in God? no
Do you believe in love at first sight? no
Do you believe in karma? yeah
Who was your first crush? this guy named keith. I was 5
Who do you have a crush on? umm. not really anyone right now. I still love my ex. but nothing is coming of it and it's rather pointless to feel anything but friendship for him. so. yeah
How would you describe yourself? ha. um. nice. bouncy. polite. determined.
What are you afraid of? never being wanted again by someone I want. um. being yelled at/hit. being chased.
Are you religious? kind of. pagan
What does your screen name mean? well. mellisonant means "pleasing to the ear" and I just added an a.
What person do you trust the most? um. myself, I guess. second would be jason.
What is the best compliment you have ever received? probably that i was beautiful.
What is the meanest thing anyone has said about you? that I was a cunt.
What is the longest crush/relationship you have had? crush...a year probably. relationship-4 months
What is your greatest strength? my love
What is your greatest weakness? my love
What is your perfect pizza? lots of cheese and mushrooms
What is your first thought when waking up in the morning? about the dream I just had. or whatever crazy mixed up situation i'm in at the moment.
What is your first thought before you go to bed? lately it's been jason. but i'm trying not to think about him so much. it makes me sad
What college do you want to go to? it depends on where I am. if i'm here, a local one. and if i'm not. i dont know.
Do you get along with your family? umm. usually. my mom and I get into fights regularly. and my dad and I arn't always on good terms. but for the most part we get along. and the rest of my family...well. we don't fight. but we're hardly alike at all.
Do you play any instruments? no, not really. i can play a few songs on the piano. but nothing else really
What kind of music do you like? um. right now i'm really into interpol and the killers
Do you think you're attractive? well. I think it'd be stupid to think I wasn't. what with everyone telling me I am constantly. from pretty to hot to gorgeous to beautiful. i mean. I don't think i'm all that. I think I can be pretty. but beautiful is a stretch.
Would you ever get a tattoo? oh yeah. i'm planning on getting a few.
How many piercings do you have? three. two in my ears. one in my tongue
Who makes you laugh? everyone for one reason or another
Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours? um. well. no one, really. I would have said jason. but..i'd wait until things cleared up between us first. where thngs dont feel quite so awkward between us.
Have you ever seen a dead body? no. well. a bird. but not a human body.
Do you have a celebrity crush? lol um. not really. there are some cute ones. but no crushes.
What is one things scientists should invent? teleportation devices. instant teleportation to anywhere you want to go. and time machines of course.
Have you ever broken a bone? not technically. though i've sprained both my wrists
What happens after you die? I dont know. but personally I think your soul moves on to the next life...or nirvana or something.
Do you watch or read the news? the only news I get is from newspapers or the daily show and the colbert report
What stereotype would you label yourself as? i wouldn't
Would your friends agree with that stereotypic label? probably. but I don't know.
If you could change your name, what would you change it to? eh. it'd be too messy to change it now. but I do like the name Lily.
If you could go back in time to one point in your life, where would you go? well I know i'd definatly go to when jason and i were first dating. when he really liked me. and I really liked him. where we kissed a lot and had the time of our lives. I miss that. I loved it.
If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change? I wouldn't be so shy. I wouldn't be so polite, or feel as bad for rejecting people or not returning favors. I wouldn't be so selfish.
Have you ever gone skinny dipping? yeah. once.
Have you ever played strip poker? nope
Would you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themself? yeah. i have before
What do you want your friends to think about you? that i'll always be there for them. that i'm trustworthy.
What's the biggest argument you've ever gotten into? probably one with ryan. who blew it out of proportion but was still bigger than any i've ever gotten into. probably by the fact that he shouted obscenities at me and broke things.
Have you ever bitten someone? I like biting ;)
When's your birthday? april 27th, 1987
Have you ever stolen anything? like...once. I was 6 though.
Do you make wishes on shooting stars? any time i see one
What's the most you've ever eaten in one sitting? a whole pizza and half an order of wings
If you could go back and change one day, what would it be? um. may 4th. it was a really difficult day. i'd..well. i'd go with the knowledge of what was happenign and the serenity I feel now so it wouldn't hurt so much. and I wouldn't have stayed the night.
Do you remember your dreams? sometimes
Have you ever been in love? I am. yeah.
Are you a morning person or a night person? morning
Do you have any phobias? well yeah. like being yelled at/hit. huge bugs. never being loved.
What's the meanest thing you've ever done to someone? i'm not sure
Have you ever been to the hospital (other than birth)? yeah. a few times.
How many screen names do you have? two. but i think i'm retiring one of them.
Do any medical problems run in your family? um...ippendcitis did. um. other than that I dont know.
Has anyone ever been disowned by your family? yeah. my..second cousin once removed. or something, did.
Have you ever had a nightmare? yeah. hardly ever. but i have them sometimes
Do you say meaner things to your friends than to your enemies? no of course not
Would you ever participate in a threesome? hell no
Would you ever pay for a prostitute? no
Have you ever mooned or flashed someone? actually. yeah
Have you ever cheated on your bf/gf? nope
Have you ever laughed so hard you peed in your pants? haha yeah
Have you ever written a love letter? yeah. a couple hundred thousand
Have you ever attempted suicide? I thought about it
Do you prefer boxers or briefs? boxers for sure
Have you ever been in a fist fight? not yet
Do you have any hidden talents? a few
What is one thing you want me to know about you? um...i'm a very loyal person?
What is one question you wouldn't want me to ask? um. "will you sleep with me even though I have no plans on having a relationship with you ever?"
Do you usually prefer books or movies? books
Who is your favorite person to talk to? um. brendan. some of my other online friends. zoe.
Who is always able to cheer you up when you're sad? jason. brendan.
Would you ever have sex before marriage? lol its way way way too late
Who do you talk to most on the phone? um. my parents.
Do you have a secret that you're ashamed of? a few
Do you prefer British or American spellings of words? american
Have you ever gotten detention? once
How do you vent your anger? vent. growl. do something physical
Have you ever been on a diet? haha i'd die. heh. die-t
Would you ever date someone younger than you? yeah. not too much younger. but yeah
Older than you? definatly. in fact that's all i've done lol but not too much older. right now I think my limit would be 24 or 25
Is your best friend a virgin? hmm. one of them is. most arn't
What's a rumor someone has spread about you? that I flashed a group of boys with my best friend
What's the kinkiest thing you could ever actually see yourself doing? *grins* can't tell ya that
Have you ever been diagnosed with a mental illness? nopes
Have you ever cut yourself on purpose? no. almost though
Have you ever wanted to murder someone? yeah
Have you ever hated someone? a few yeah
Do you prefer talking on the phone or online? phone with some. online with others
Do you consider yourself to be popular? hahahahaha no
Would you ever tell the person you have a crush on that you like them? I have. and i'll do it again
Have you ever had a crush on an enemy? nope
Have you ever had a crush on a best friend? yeah
What is your favorite book? ummm. dune?
Do you have a collection of anything? books
Are you happy with the person you are becoming? yeah. I am, actually.
Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago? hell yes I am. hell, I was 14. i was shy and had blonde hair and had never dated anyone or kissed anyone. pure and..gross.
What do you see yourself as being in 5 years from now? lets see. i'd be 24. I see myself as being...more independant. hopefully not single.
Are you happy with the life you have? um. not completely. but i'm feeling better about it all the time.
Have you ever faked sick? yep. i was fairly good at it
What was the last lie you said? telling jason that I didn't remember which chat rooms i got hit on in. I was too ashamed, actually. plus, you know. it's not easy to tell your ex that you were in a "romance connection" chat room so soon after you'd broken up. i'm sure he wouldn't mind but..I would have.
Have you ever cried during a movie? definatly. romeo and juliet
Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of? jason
Have you ever danced in the rain? yeah. I love to. I just love dancing in general. and I love the rain. so yes yes
Have you ever been drunk? yep lol not in a few months though
Have you ever tried drugs? yep
Do you smoke? kind of
What's the farthest you've ever gone on a dare? umm. not very far at all. i haven't played truth or dare in forever and its been so long that i would have been much shyer and would have said truth every time
What is your full name? molly kirkpatrick shank
What is your blood type? a+
Have you ever been in a car accident? yeah. one or two
Have you ever had an online relationship? yep. stupid. pointless. blah
Have you ever had phone sex? ha. yeah. only for the other person's benefit. i got nothing out of it
Have you ever been rejected by a crush? so many times that I lost count
What is your favorite sport to play? mmm...uh...basketball?
Have you ever made a prank phone call? probably not
Have you ever said "I Love You" and not meant it? yeah. I thought I meant it at the time
What's your favorite childhood memory? being in elementary school.
Is there anything you have done that you regret? well. of course. but I really try not to regret anything. but everything that happens good or bad, shapes you. gets you to where you are now.
What do you want to be when you grow up? well. I am..kind of grown up now. if you're asking what kind of career i'd like. I don't know. maybe a historian.
What is your political affiliation? don't have one
Have you ever had cybersex? ha. no
Do you believe in God? no
Do you believe in love at first sight? no
Do you believe in karma? yeah
Who was your first crush? this guy named keith. I was 5
Who do you have a crush on? umm. not really anyone right now. I still love my ex. but nothing is coming of it and it's rather pointless to feel anything but friendship for him. so. yeah
How would you describe yourself? ha. um. nice. bouncy. polite. determined.
What are you afraid of? never being wanted again by someone I want. um. being yelled at/hit. being chased.
Are you religious? kind of. pagan
What does your screen name mean? well. mellisonant means "pleasing to the ear" and I just added an a.
What person do you trust the most? um. myself, I guess. second would be jason.
What is the best compliment you have ever received? probably that i was beautiful.
What is the meanest thing anyone has said about you? that I was a cunt.
What is the longest crush/relationship you have had? crush...a year probably. relationship-4 months
What is your greatest strength? my love
What is your greatest weakness? my love
What is your perfect pizza? lots of cheese and mushrooms
What is your first thought when waking up in the morning? about the dream I just had. or whatever crazy mixed up situation i'm in at the moment.
What is your first thought before you go to bed? lately it's been jason. but i'm trying not to think about him so much. it makes me sad
What college do you want to go to? it depends on where I am. if i'm here, a local one. and if i'm not. i dont know.
Do you get along with your family? umm. usually. my mom and I get into fights regularly. and my dad and I arn't always on good terms. but for the most part we get along. and the rest of my family...well. we don't fight. but we're hardly alike at all.
Do you play any instruments? no, not really. i can play a few songs on the piano. but nothing else really
What kind of music do you like? um. right now i'm really into interpol and the killers
Do you think you're attractive? well. I think it'd be stupid to think I wasn't. what with everyone telling me I am constantly. from pretty to hot to gorgeous to beautiful. i mean. I don't think i'm all that. I think I can be pretty. but beautiful is a stretch.
Would you ever get a tattoo? oh yeah. i'm planning on getting a few.
How many piercings do you have? three. two in my ears. one in my tongue
Who makes you laugh? everyone for one reason or another
Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours? um. well. no one, really. I would have said jason. but..i'd wait until things cleared up between us first. where thngs dont feel quite so awkward between us.
Have you ever seen a dead body? no. well. a bird. but not a human body.
Do you have a celebrity crush? lol um. not really. there are some cute ones. but no crushes.
What is one things scientists should invent? teleportation devices. instant teleportation to anywhere you want to go. and time machines of course.
Have you ever broken a bone? not technically. though i've sprained both my wrists
What happens after you die? I dont know. but personally I think your soul moves on to the next life...or nirvana or something.
Do you watch or read the news? the only news I get is from newspapers or the daily show and the colbert report
What stereotype would you label yourself as? i wouldn't
Would your friends agree with that stereotypic label? probably. but I don't know.
If you could change your name, what would you change it to? eh. it'd be too messy to change it now. but I do like the name Lily.
If you could go back in time to one point in your life, where would you go? well I know i'd definatly go to when jason and i were first dating. when he really liked me. and I really liked him. where we kissed a lot and had the time of our lives. I miss that. I loved it.
If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change? I wouldn't be so shy. I wouldn't be so polite, or feel as bad for rejecting people or not returning favors. I wouldn't be so selfish.
Have you ever gone skinny dipping? yeah. once.
Have you ever played strip poker? nope
Would you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themself? yeah. i have before
What do you want your friends to think about you? that i'll always be there for them. that i'm trustworthy.
What's the biggest argument you've ever gotten into? probably one with ryan. who blew it out of proportion but was still bigger than any i've ever gotten into. probably by the fact that he shouted obscenities at me and broke things.
Have you ever bitten someone? I like biting ;)
When's your birthday? april 27th, 1987
Have you ever stolen anything? like...once. I was 6 though.
Do you make wishes on shooting stars? any time i see one
What's the most you've ever eaten in one sitting? a whole pizza and half an order of wings
If you could go back and change one day, what would it be? um. may 4th. it was a really difficult day. i'd..well. i'd go with the knowledge of what was happenign and the serenity I feel now so it wouldn't hurt so much. and I wouldn't have stayed the night.
Do you remember your dreams? sometimes
Have you ever been in love? I am. yeah.
Are you a morning person or a night person? morning
Do you have any phobias? well yeah. like being yelled at/hit. huge bugs. never being loved.
What's the meanest thing you've ever done to someone? i'm not sure
Have you ever been to the hospital (other than birth)? yeah. a few times.
How many screen names do you have? two. but i think i'm retiring one of them.
Do any medical problems run in your family? um...ippendcitis did. um. other than that I dont know.
Has anyone ever been disowned by your family? yeah. my..second cousin once removed. or something, did.
Have you ever had a nightmare? yeah. hardly ever. but i have them sometimes
Do you say meaner things to your friends than to your enemies? no of course not
Would you ever participate in a threesome? hell no
Would you ever pay for a prostitute? no
Have you ever mooned or flashed someone? actually. yeah
Have you ever cheated on your bf/gf? nope
Have you ever laughed so hard you peed in your pants? haha yeah
Have you ever written a love letter? yeah. a couple hundred thousand
Have you ever attempted suicide? I thought about it
Do you prefer boxers or briefs? boxers for sure
Have you ever been in a fist fight? not yet
Do you have any hidden talents? a few
What is one thing you want me to know about you? um...i'm a very loyal person?
What is one question you wouldn't want me to ask? um. "will you sleep with me even though I have no plans on having a relationship with you ever?"
Do you usually prefer books or movies? books
Who is your favorite person to talk to? um. brendan. some of my other online friends. zoe.
Who is always able to cheer you up when you're sad? jason. brendan.
Would you ever have sex before marriage? lol its way way way too late
Who do you talk to most on the phone? um. my parents.
Do you have a secret that you're ashamed of? a few
Do you prefer British or American spellings of words? american
Have you ever gotten detention? once
How do you vent your anger? vent. growl. do something physical
Have you ever been on a diet? haha i'd die. heh. die-t
Would you ever date someone younger than you? yeah. not too much younger. but yeah
Older than you? definatly. in fact that's all i've done lol but not too much older. right now I think my limit would be 24 or 25
Is your best friend a virgin? hmm. one of them is. most arn't
What's a rumor someone has spread about you? that I flashed a group of boys with my best friend
What's the kinkiest thing you could ever actually see yourself doing? *grins* can't tell ya that
Have you ever been diagnosed with a mental illness? nopes
Have you ever cut yourself on purpose? no. almost though
Have you ever wanted to murder someone? yeah
Have you ever hated someone? a few yeah
Do you prefer talking on the phone or online? phone with some. online with others
Do you consider yourself to be popular? hahahahaha no
Would you ever tell the person you have a crush on that you like them? I have. and i'll do it again
Have you ever had a crush on an enemy? nope
Have you ever had a crush on a best friend? yeah
What is your favorite book? ummm. dune?
Do you have a collection of anything? books
Are you happy with the person you are becoming? yeah. I am, actually.
Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago? hell yes I am. hell, I was 14. i was shy and had blonde hair and had never dated anyone or kissed anyone. pure and..gross.
What do you see yourself as being in 5 years from now? lets see. i'd be 24. I see myself as being...more independant. hopefully not single.
Are you happy with the life you have? um. not completely. but i'm feeling better about it all the time.