Dec 09, 2003 22:09
i feel so unloved. i know it's stupid, but seriously. i was talking to my friend rick and i found something out:
rick: hows life?
deidra: it's good, couldn't get any better or worst
rick: tell me about you, its been so long, or at least it feels like it has
deidra: there's nothing to talk about.
rick: oh come on, there must be something going on in your life
deidra: i feel like, weird. sometimes i don't feel anything.
rick: about anything in particular or in general?
deidra: anything..people, me and just everything, like i don't care. it's weird.
rick: this bothers you huh?
deidra: yeah cause i don't know what to do.
rick: think of something that you feel strongly about
deidra: umm...
rick: you know, something that either you really like or really bothers you, that should put you back into reality, you know?
deidra: well when i find something i'll let you know i promise
so yeah, what do you think? maybe i'm going crazy. i don't know. i just need help.