white horse

Nov 07, 2008 01:12

i cant sleep. tonight will be four weeks....that means that next week will be the longest week i have ever gone in 8 years without seeing my horse. My heart kills. It keeps hitting me, in waves. i'll be fine, i'll go days without the tears........then BAM suddenly something reminds me of her and i lose my breath and want to die (not that i can...or will anytime soon)

.......i dont have a white horse anymore......i cant be my own prince charming.......what do i do now?? what do i do now.

"Stupid girl
I should have known,
That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale."

now its too late for my white horse....to come and save me now.

she was everything to me. she was all of me. and it hurts so much to lose something that was that close to me, and that beautiful and to never see her happy face again.
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