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the last post i deleted: emmy and sawyer, u were right. i was jumping to conclusions because i dont no what to call what i feel. i care but ive stopped myself short of complete comittment (sp?). its confusing. one second it'll be great and the next second, a cold good bye. wtf. i dont no what to think or do. i hate this. MUGH!
http://www.lukechueh.com/images/paintings/paintings-whole/Stabbed-In-The-Back.jpg
teh hurts.
no thats not how im overreacting to any particular thing thats happened recently, thats just how life sometimes feels. all the little wounds and hurts that build up over time. its not the first carrot that kills u.
has anyone else ever felt that pain? the sharp biteing (sp?) pain in ur upper back that flares so u feel ill to ur stomach and then subsides to a dull ache that bothers u for months? jabbing every time u think ur happy?
maybe if i ate carrots... hahaha.
^ evidently loopy, ^_&