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[twigsterltj]

ok so, call me socialy retarded, but how the fuck do you meet new people? especially in delaware! i want to make new friends, meet people. everyone i know has other friends, friends that i dont know, that arent in our main group. i dont. i need new friends, friends that are mine. people i can talk to and hang out with that are different, and will be around when my other friends arent. maybe it sounds like i want new friends just as a last resort kind of thing. i dont mean it that way. i genuinly want to meet new people and make new friends. like, honest people. cool people. youd think with my new job at spark id be able to meet people, and maybe i will, but so far it seems like i wont. the people just care about getting their face in next weeks spark. i mean, yeah, ive only just started working there. but still. sigh. i feel like im hanging out at the wrong places, but i dont know where else to go!
help me. im pathetic when it comes to social-ness.