[FANFIC] To Insanity and Back

[twiglet71]

 title; to Insanity and back
author: Twiglet71
genre: angst
length: chaptered
pairing: Yunho/ jaejoong
rating: pg13
Summery: Jae just can't suffer another heart break in his life. little does he know that heart break is going to be the least of his problems.

Comments

[twiglet71]

HI. I personally don't think the rape is too graphic, but that's always a matter of opinion. I tried to focus more on the feelings during the rape and not go into sexual details. It's not about sex it's about one human subjugating another. the fic itself is more about a blossoming relationship being put under strain by this terrible event and how the relationship survives it. I agree with you about rape and torture fics, if the rape and torture is the main element of the fic I don't read it. if it's more like Wild_Terrain's wonderful Echo of dusk then there is a point to it. I love her fics by the way, I think she is a genius! i also agree with you about poor old Jae always being the victim. When i started writing this story about 4 years ago it was a het fic with unknown characters. I tried to then re write it as a Min7en but I'm afraid It just screamed jae and Yunho at me. It might seem as though Jae will be the weak victim but he will end up being the strong one.
I'm afraid it is based on my own experience. Not in exactly the same circumstances but the feelings and behaviour afterwards were very much my own.You are right though it is important that significant others understand the victims feelings and what psychological effect such an attack can have.
I'm a bit older than you so I've had many life experiences, some that I wouldn't wish on anyone. I deal with these by writing them down. it was Mu Scotty's idea to turn my experiences into fics. On my journal everyone of my fics have a little bit of me in them to some extent. An author I met once said to me "If you feel the urge to write but don't know what about, write about what you know or your own experiences." Thanks for giving it a go hun. I'll post a warning when that scene appears and you can skip it if you want. thanks for always commenting hun. It's appreciated xxxx